James and Mary Ford, eds. Every Day in the Year. 1902.
April 25Cowpers Grave
By Elizabeth Barrett Browning (18061861)
I
May feel the heart’s decaying—
It is a place where happy saints
May weep amid their praying;
Yet let the grief and humbleness,
As low as silence, languish—
Earth surely now may give her calm
To whom she gave her anguish.
Was poured the deathless singing!
O Christians! at your cross of hope
A hopeless hand was clinging!
O men! this man, in brotherhood,
Your weary paths beguiling,
Groaned inly while he taught you peace,
And died while ye were smiling!
Through dimming tears his story—
How discord on the music fell,
And darkness on the glory—
And how, when one by one, sweet sounds
And wandering lights departed,
He wore no less a loving face,
Because so broken-hearted—
He shall be strong to sanctify
The poet’s high vocation,
And bow the meekest Christian down
In meeker adoration;
Nor ever shall he be in praise
By wise or good forsaken—
Named softly, as the household name
Of one whom God hath taken!
I learn to think upon him;
With meekness that is gratefulness,
On God whose heaven hath won him—
Who suffered once the madness-cloud
Toward his love to blind him;
But gently led the blind along
Where breath and bird could find him;
And wrought within his shattered brain
Such quick poetic senses
As hills have language for, and stars
Harmonious influences!
The pulse of dew upon the grass,
His own did calmly number;
And silent shadow from the trees
Fell o’er him like a slumber.
From falsehood’s chill removing,
Its women and its men became,
Beside him, true and loving!—
And timid hares were drawn from woods
To share his home-caresses,
Uplooking to his human eyes
With sylvan tendernesses.
But while in blindness he remained
Unconscious of the guiding,
And things provided came without
The sweet sense of providing,
He testified this solemn truth,
Though frenzy desolated—
Nor man nor nature satisfy,
When only God created!
His mother while she blesses,
And droppeth on his burning brow
The coolness of her kisses;
That turns his fevered eyes around—
“My mother! where’s my mother?”—
As if such tender words and looks
Could come from any other—
He sees her bending o’er him;
Her face all pale from watchful love,
Th’ unweary love she bore him!
Thus woke the poet from the dream
His life’s long fever gave him,
Beneath these deep pathetic eyes
Which closed in death to save him!
Could image that awaking,
Wherein he scarcely heard the chant
Of seraphs, round him breaking—
Or felt the new immortal throb
Of soul from body parted;
But felt those eyes alone, and knew
“My Saviour! not deserted!”
The cross in darkness rested,
Upon the victim’s hidden face
No love was manifested?
What frantic hands outstretched have e’er
Th’ atoning drops averted—
What tears have washed them from the soul—
That one should be deserted?
From His own essence rather;
And Adam’s sins have swept between
The righteous Son and Father—
Yea! once, Immanuel’s orphaned cry
His universe hath shaken—
It went up single, echoless,
“My God, I am forsaken!”
Amid His lost creation,
That of the lost no son should use
Those words of desolation;
That earth’s worst frenzies, marring hope,
Should mar not hope’s fruition;
And I, on Cowper’s grave, should see
His rapture, in a vision!