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Substance Use And How It All

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For this paper I attended three Alcoholic Anonymous meetings held every Saturday at the University Presbyterian Church from 7:30-8:30 pm. As I walked into the Church for my first AA meeting I was already feeling a little nervous and intimated. I made my way to the back of the room and sat in the last row while I observed all of the members of AA hugging each other, talking to each other like family, and sitting really close to each other. It felt as if I was intruding upon a bond that is so intimate and close. These particular meetings had two speakers who were asked to tell their stories about substance use and how it all began. In all honesty, I felt very uncomfortable listening to someone else’s story of whom I did not know personally and being at an AA meeting for the first time, I felt as if I was not supposed to be listening to any of it. The first speaker started off by talking about her childhood and how certain events and her personality had eventually led to her downfall. It made me realize how everyone goes through obstacles that can be hard to overcome and sometimes we are not able to conquer those obstacles. I felt the vulnerability and intense emotions being communicated through the story. I was able to understand her emotions and what she was going through when she began to feel trapped and wanted an escape. I also realized many people find different ways to escape reality so they can feel better. Some people choose alcohol because it’s available to them or

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