William Stanley Braithwaite, ed. The Book of Elizabethan Verse. 1907.
DisconsolateAnonymous
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Hath made my blooming branch appear,
And beautified the land with flowers;
The air doth savour with delight,
The heavens do smile to see the sight,
And yet mine eyes augments their showers.
The trembling leaves have clothed the treen,
The birds with feathers new do sing;
But I, poor soul! when wrong doth wrack,
Attire myself in mourning black,
Whose leaf doth fall amid his spring!
In his sweet prime his buds disclose,
Whose hue is with the sun revivèd;
So, in the April of mine age,
My lively colours do assuage,
Because my sunshine is deprivèd.
Light as the winds abroad to soar,
Amongst the buds, when beauty springs,
Now only hovers over you;
As doth the bird that’s taken new
And mourns when all her neighbours sings.
Then pensive I alone resort
Into some solitary walk;
As doth the doleful turtle-dove,
Who, having lost her faithful love,
Sits mourning on some withered stalk.
How far my woes my joys surmount,
How Love requiteth me with hate;
How all my pleasures end in pain,
How hate doth say my hope is vain,
How fortune frowns upon my state.
With vapoured sighs I dim the air,
And to the gods make this request:—
That, by the ending of my life,
I may have truce with this strange strife,
And bring my soul to better rest.