Nicholson & Lee, eds. The Oxford Book of English Mystical Verse. 1917.
William Blake (17571827)57. Broken Love
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Like a wild beast guards my way;
My Emanation far within
Weeps incessantly for my sin.
There we wander, there we weep;
On the hungry craving wind
My Spectre follows thee behind.
Wheresoever thou dost go,
Thro’ the wintry hail and rain.
When wilt thou return again?
Fill with tempests all my morn,
And with jealousies and fears
Fill my pleasant nights with tears?
Has bereavèd of their life.
Their marble tombs I built with tears,
And with cold and shuddering fears.
Round the tombs where my loves lay,
And seven more loves attend each night
Around my couch with torches bright.
Crown with wine my mournful head,
Pitying and forgiving all
Thy transgressions great and small.
My loves, and them to life renew?
When wilt thou return and live?
When wilt thou pity as I forgive?’
Hast thou no sins of thy own?
O’er my sins thou sit and weep,
And lull thy own sins fast asleep.
Are for thy transgressions fit.
They thy harlots, thou their slave;
And my bed becomes their grave.
Still for victory I burn.
Living, thee alone I’ll have;
And when dead I’ll be thy grave.
Thou shalt never, quell:
I will fly and thou pursue:
Night and morn the flight renew.’
That I follow in a storm;
Iron tears and groans of lead
Bind around my aching head.
And root up the Infernal Grove,
I shall never worthy be
To step into Eternity.
Annihilate thee on the rocks,
And another form create
To be subservient to my fate.
And root up the Infernal Grove;
Then shall we return and see
The worlds of happy Eternity.
I forgive you, you forgive me.
As our dear Redeemer said:
“This the Wine, and this the Bread.”’