Nicholson & Lee, eds. The Oxford Book of English Mystical Verse. 1917.
Paul Hookham374. A Meditation
‘T
The Self is Strength; that Self am I.’
What needs this trembling strife
With phantom threats of Form and Time and Space?
Could once my Life
Be shorn of their illusion, and efface
From its clear heaven that stormful imagery,
My Self were seen
An Essence free, unchanging, strong, serene.
The Summer’s parent hour
Over the dewy maze that drapes the fields,
Each drooped wild flower,
Or where the lordship of the garden shields
Select Court beauties and exclusive lawns!
’Tis but the show
And fitful dream of Peace the Self can know.
And tear her maddened breast,
Now doom the drifting ship, with blackest frown,
Or now, possessed
With rarer frenzy, wreck the quaking town,
And bury quick beneath her earthy wave—
She cannot break
One fibre of that Strength, one atom shake.
Father in fashioning,
Though clothed in perishable weeds that feel
Pain’s mortal sting,
The unlifting care, the wound that will not heal;
Yet these are not the Self—they only seem.
From faintest jar
Of whirring worlds the true Self broods afar.
To rest on the Good Law,
To know that naught can fall without its range,
Nor any flaw
Of Chance disturb its reign, or shadow of Change;
That what can bind the life the Law must bind—
Whatever hand
Dispose the lot, it is by that Command;
Our lives, that is not due,
That is not forged by our own act and will;
Calmly to view
Whate’er betide of seeming good or ill.
The worst we can conceive but pays some debt
Or breaks some seal,
To free us from the bondage of the Wheel.