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Nicholson & Lee, eds. The Oxford Book of English Mystical Verse. 1917.

Arthur Christopher Benson (1862–1925)

269. Prayer

MY sorrow had pierced me through; it throbbed in my heart like a thorn;

This way and that I stared, as a bird with a broken limb

Hearing the hound’s strong feet thrust imminent through the corn,

So to my God I turned: and I had forgotten Him.

Into the night I breathed a prayer like a soaring fire;—

So to the windswept cliff the resonant rocket streams,—

And it struck its mark, I know; for I felt my flying desire

Strain, like a rope drawn home, and catch in the land of dreams.

What was the answer? This—the horrible depth of night,

And deeper, as ever I peer, the huge cliff’s mountainous shade,

While the frail boat cracks and grinds, and never a star in sight,

And the seething waves smite fiercer;—and yet I am not afraid.