Nicholson & Lee, eds. The Oxford Book of English Mystical Verse. 1917.
Arthur Edward Waite (18571942)247. At the End of Things
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Ten thousand methods, ten thousand ends—
Some bent on treasure; the more on pleasure;
And some on the chaplet which fame attends:
But the great deep’s voice in the distance dim
Said: Peace, it is well; they are seeking Him.
I look’d for a palmer’s staff and found,
By a reed-fringed pond, a fork’d hazel-wand
On a twisted tree, in a bann’d waste-ground;
But I knew not then what the sounding strings
Of the sea-harps say at the end of things.
I cast around for a scrip to hold
Such meagre needs as the roots of weeds—
All weeds, but one with a root of gold;
Yet I knew not then how the clangs ascend
When the sea-horns peal and the searchings end.
With twelve old signs on its seven old skins;
And a star I stole for the good of my soul,
Lest the darkness came down on my sins;
For I knew not who in their life had heard
Of the sea-pipes shrilling a secret word.
Which follow’d the false ways far and wide,
While a thousand cheats in the lanes and streets
Offer’d that wavering crowd to guide;
But what did they know of the sea-reed’s speech
When the peace-words breathe at the end for each?
The fools died hard on the crags and hills;
The lies which cheated, so long repeated,
Deceived, in spite of their evil wills,
Some knaves themselves at the end of all—
Though how should they hearken when sea-flutes call?
I carried the star; that star led me:
The paths I’ve taken, of most forsaken,
Do surely lead to an open sea:
As a clamour of voices heard in sleep,
Come shouts through the dark on the shrouded deep.
Pipes, harps and horns into flute-notes fall;
The sea, conceding my star’s true leading,
In tongues sublime at the end of all
Gives resonant utterance far and near:—
‘Cast away fear;
Be of good cheer;
He is here,
Is here!’
Even as child, when for flowers I sought;
In the sins of youth, as in search for truth.
To find Him, hold Him alone I wrought.
The knaves too seek Him, and fools beguiled—
So speak to them also, sea-voices mild!
Did my star more than the cozening guide?
The fool, as I think, at the chasm’s brink,
Prone by the swamp or the marsh’s side,
Did, even as I, in the end rejoice,
Since the voice of death must be His true voice.