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Thomas Humphry Ward, ed. The English Poets. 1880–1918.rnVol. V. Browning to Rupert Brooke

Stephen Phillips (1868–1915)

Marpessa

“BUT if I live with Idas, then we two

On the low earth shall prosper hand in hand

In odours of the open field, and live

In peaceful noises of the farm, and watch

The pastoral fields burned by the setting sun.

And he shall give me passionate children, not

Some radiant god that will despise me quite,

But clambering limbs and little hearts that err.

And I shall sleep beside him in the night,

And fearful from some dream shall touch his hand

Secure; or at some festival we two

Will wander through the lighted city streets;

And in the crowd I’ll take his arm and feel

Him closer for the press. So shall we live.

And though the first sweet sting of love be past,

The sweet that almost venom is; though youth,

With tender and extravagant delight,

The first and secret kiss by twilight hedge,

The insane farewell repeated o’er and o’er,

Pass off; there shall succeed a faithful peace;

Beautiful friendship tried by sun and wind,

Durable from the daily dust of life.

And though with sadder, still with kinder eyes,

We shall behold all frailties, we shall haste

To pardon, and with mellowing minds to bless.

Then though we must grow old, we shall grow old

Together, and he shall not greatly miss

My bloom faded, and waning light of eyes,

Too deeply gazed in ever to seem dim;

Nor shall we murmur at, nor much regret

The years that gently bend us to the ground,

And gradually incline our face; that we

Leisurely stooping, and with each slow step,

May curiously inspect our lasting home.

But we shall sit with luminous holy smiles,

Endeared by many griefs, by many a jest,

And custom sweet of living side by side;

And full of memories not unkindly glance

Upon each other. Last, we shall descend

Into the natural ground—not without tears—

One must go first, ah god! one must go first;

After so long one blow for both were good;

Still like old friends, glad to have met, and leave

Behind a wholesome memory on the earth.

And thou, beautiful god, in that far time,

When in thy setting sweet thou gazest down

On this grey head, wilt thou remember then

That once I pleased thee, that I once was young?”