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Charles Brockden Brown (1771–1810). Edgar Huntley; or, Memoirs of a Sleep-Walker. 1857.

Troilus and Criseyde

Book IV

1.BUT al to litel, weylawey the whyle,Lasteth swich Ioye, y-thonked be Fortune!That semeth trewest, whan she wol bygyle,And can to foles so hir song entune,That she hem hent and blent, traytour comune;And whan a wight is from hir wheel y-throwe,Than laugheth she, and maketh him the mowe.2.From Troilus she gan hir brighte faceAwey to wrythe, and took of him non hede,But caste him clene oute of his lady grace,And on hir wheel she sette up Diomede;For which right now myn herte ginneth blede,And now my penne, allas! with which I wryte,Quaketh for drede of that I moot endyte.3.For how Criseyde Troilus forsook,Or at the leste, how that she was unkinde,Mot hennes-forth ben matere of my book,As wryten folk thorugh which it is in minde.Allas! that they shulde ever cause findeTo speke hir harm; and if they on hir lye,Y-wis, hem-self sholde han the vilanye.4.O ye Herines, Nightes doughtren three,That endelees compleynen ever in pyne,Megera, Alete, and eek Thesiphone;Thou cruel Mars eek, fader to Quiryne,This ilke ferthe book me helpeth fyne,So that the los of lyf and love y-fereOf Troilus be fully shewed here.
5.LIGGINGE in ost, as I have seyd er this,The Grekes stronge, aboute Troye toun,Bifel that, whan that Phebus shyning isUp-on the brest of Hercules Lyoun,That Ector, with ful many a bold baroun,Caste on a day with Grekes for to fighte,As he was wont to greve hem what he mighte.6.Not I how longe or short it was bitweneThis purpos and that day they fighte mente;But on a day wel armed, bright and shene,Ector, and many a worthy wight out wente,With spere in hond and bigge bowes bente;And in the berd, with-oute lenger lette,Hir fomen in the feld anoon hem mette.7.The longe day, with speres sharpe y-grounde,With arwes, dartes, swerdes, maces felle,They fighte and bringen hors and man to grounde,And with hir axes out the braynes quelle.But in the laste shour, sooth for to telle,The folk of Troye hem-selven so misledden,That with the worse at night homward they fledden.8.At whiche day was taken Antenor,Maugre Polydamas or Monesteo,Santippe, Sarpedon, Polynestor,Polyte, or eek the Troian daun Ripheo,And othere lasse folk, as Phebuseo.So that, for harm, that day the folk of TroyeDredden to lese a greet part of hir Ioye.9.Of Pryamus was yeve, at Greek requeste,A tyme of trewe, and tho they gonnen trete,Hir prisoneres to chaungen, moste and leste,And for the surplus yeven sommes grete.This thing anoon was couth in every strete,Bothe in thassege, in toune, and every-where,And with the firste it cam to Calkas ere.10.Whan Calkas knew this tretis sholde holde,In consistorie, among the Grekes, soneHe gan in thringe forth, with lordes olde,And sette him there-as he was wont to done;And with a chaunged face hem bad a bone,For love of god, to don that reverence,To stinte noyse, and yeve him audience.11.Thanne seyde he thus, ‘lo! lordes myne, I wasTroian, as it is knowen out of drede;And if that yow remembre, I am Calkas,That alderfirst yaf comfort to your nede,And tolde wel how that ye sholden spede.For dredelees, thorugh yow, shal, in a stounde,Ben Troye y-brend, and beten doun to grounde.12.And in what forme, or in what maner wyseThis town to shende, and al your lust to acheve,Ye han er this wel herd it me devyse;This knowe ye, my lordes, as I leve.And for the Grekes weren me so leve,I com my-self in my propre persone,To teche in this how yow was best to done;13.Havinge un-to my tresour ne my renteRight no resport, to respect of your ese.Thus al my good I loste and to yow wente,Wening in this you, lordes, for to plese.But al that los ne doth me no disese.I vouche-sauf, as wisly have I Ioye,For you to lese al that I have in Troye,14.Save of a doughter, that I lafte, allas!Slepinge at hoom, whanne out of Troye I sterte.O sterne, O cruel fader that I was!How mighte I have in that so hard an herte?Allas! I ne hadde y-brought hir in hir sherte!For sorwe of which I wol not live to morwe,But-if ye lordes rewe up-on my sorwe.15.For, by that cause I say no tyme er nowHir to delivere, I holden have my pees;But now or never, if that it lyke yow,I may hir have right sone, doutelees.O help and grace! amonges al this prees,Rewe on this olde caitif in destresse,Sin I through yow have al this hevinesse!16.Ye have now caught and fetered in prisounTroians y-nowe; and if your willes be,My child with oon may have redempcioun.Now for the love of god and of bountee,Oon of so fele, allas! so yeve him me.What nede were it this preyere for to werne,Sin ye shul bothe han folk and toun as yerne?17.On peril of my lyf, I shal not lye,Appollo hath me told it feithfully;I have eek founde it by astronomye,By sort, and by augurie eek trewely,And dar wel seye, the tyme is faste by,That fyr and flaumbe on al the toun shal sprede;And thus shal Troye turne in asshen dede.18.For certeyn, Phebus and Neptunus bothe,That makeden the walles of the toun,Ben with the folk of Troye alwey so wrothe,That thei wol bringe it to confusioun,Right in despyt of king Lameadoun.By-cause he nolde payen hem hir hyre,The toun of Troye shal ben set on-fyre.’19.Telling his tale alwey, this olde greye,Humble in speche, and in his lokinge eke,The salte teres from his eyën tweyeFul faste ronnen doun by eyther cheke.So longe he gan of socour hem by-sekeThat, for to hele him of his sorwes sore,They yave him Antenor, with-oute more.20.But who was glad y-nough but Calkas tho?And of this thing ful sone his nedes leydeOn hem that sholden for the tretis go,And hem for Antenor ful ofte preydeTo bringen hoom king Toas and Criseyde;And whan Pryam his save-garde sente,Thembassadours to Troye streyght they wente.21.The cause y-told of hir cominge, the oldePryam the king ful sone in generalLet here-upon his parlement to holde,Of which the effect rehersen yow I shal.Thembassadours ben answered for fynal,Theschaunge of prisoners and al this nedeHem lyketh wel, and forth in they procede.22.This Troilus was present in the place,Whan axed was for Antenor Criseyde,For which ful sone chaungen gan his face,As he that with tho wordes wel neigh deyde.But nathelees, he no word to it seyde,Lest men sholde his affeccioun espye;With mannes herte he gan his sorwes drye.23.And ful of anguish and of grisly dredeAbood what lordes wolde un-to it seye;And if they wolde graunte, as god forbede,Theschaunge of hir, than thoughte he thinges tweye,First, how to save hir honour, and what weyeHe mighte best theschaunge of hir withstonde;Ful faste he caste how al this mighte stonde.24.Love him made al prest to doon hir byde,And rather dye than she sholde go;But resoun seyde him, on that other syde,‘With-oute assent of hir ne do not so,Lest for thy werk she wolde be thy fo,And seyn, that thorugh thy medling is y-bloweYour bother love, there it was erst unknowe.’25.For which he gan deliberen, for the beste,That though the lordes wolde that she wente,He wolde late hem graunte what hem leste,And telle his lady first what that they mente.And whan that she had seyd him hir entente,Ther-after wolde he werken also blyve,Though al the world ayein it wolde stryve.26.Ector, which that wel the Grekes herde,For Antenor how they wolde han Criseyde,Gan it withstonde, and sobrely answerde:—‘Sires, she nis no prisoner,’ he seyde;‘I noot on yow who that this charge leyde,But, on my part, ye may eft-sone him telle,We usen here no wommen for to selle.’27.The noyse of peple up-stirte thanne at ones,As breme as blase of straw y-set on fyre;For infortune it wolde, for the nones,They sholden hir confusioun desyre.‘Ector,’ quod they, ‘what goost may yow enspyre,This womman thus to shilde and doon us leseDaun Antenor?—a wrong wey now ye chese—28.That is so wys, and eek so bold baroun,And we han nede of folk, as men may see;He is eek oon, the grettest of this toun;O Ector, lat tho fantasyës be!O king Pryam,’ quod they, ‘thus seggen we,That al our voys is to for-gon Criseyde;’And to deliveren Antenor they preyde.29.O Iuvenal, lord! trewe is thy sentence,That litel witen folk what is to yerneThat they ne finde in hir desyr offence;For cloud of errour lat hem not descerneWhat best is; and lo, here ensample as yerne.This folk desiren now deliveraunceOf Antenor, that broughte hem to mischaunce!30.For he was after traytour to the tounOf Troye; allas! they quitte him out to rathe;O nyce world, lo, thy discrecioun!Criseyde, which that never dide hem skathe,Shal now no lenger in hir blisse bathe;But Antenor, he shal com hoom to toune,And she shal out; thus seyden here and howne.31.For which delibered was by parlement,For Antenor to yelden up Criseyde,And it pronounced by the president,Al-theigh that Ector ‘nay’ ful ofte preyde.And fynaly, what wight that it with-seyde,It was for nought, it moste been, and sholde;For substaunce of the parlement it wolde.32.Departed out of parlement echone,This Troilus, with-oute wordes mo,Un-to his chaumbre spedde him faste allone,But-if it were a man of his or two,The whiche he bad out faste for to go,By-cause he wolde slepen, as he seyde,And hastely up-on his bed him leyde.33.And as in winter leves been biraft,Eche after other, til the tree be bare,So that ther nis but bark and braunche y-laft,Lyth Troilus, biraft of ech wel-fare,Y-bounden in the blake bark of care,Disposed wood out of his wit to breyde,So sore him sat the chaunginge of Criseyde.34.He rist him up, and every dore he shetteAnd windowe eek, and tho this sorweful manUp-on his beddes syde a-doun him sette,Ful lyk a deed image pale and wan;And in his brest the heped wo biganOut-breste, and he to werken in this wyseIn his woodnesse, as I shal yow devyse.35.Right as the wilde bole biginneth springeNow here, now there, y-darted to the herte,And of his deeth roreth in compleyninge,Right so gan he aboute the chaumbre sterte,Smyting his brest ay with his festes smerte;His heed to the wal, his body to the groundeFul ofte he swapte, him-selven to confounde.36.His eyen two, for pitee of his herte,Out stremeden as swifte welles tweye;The heighe sobbes of his sorwes smerteHis speche him rafte, unnethes mighte he seye,‘O deeth, allas! why niltow do me deye?A-cursed be the day which that natureShoop me to ben a lyves creature!’37.But after, whan the furie and the rageWhich that his herte twiste and faste threste,By lengthe of tyme somwhat gan asswage,Up-on his bed he leyde him doun to reste;But tho bigonne his teres more out-breste,That wonder is, the body may suffyseTo half this wo, which that I yow devyse.38.Than seyde he thus, ‘Fortune! allas the whyle!What have I doon, what have I thus a-gilt?How mightestow for reuthe me bigyle?Is ther no grace, and shal I thus be spilt?Shal thus Criseyde awey, for that thou wilt?Allas! how maystow in thyn herte findeTo been to me thus cruel and unkinde?39.Have I thee nought honoured al my lyve,As thou wel wost, above the goddes alle?Why wiltow me fro Ioye thus depryve?O Troilus, what may men now thee calleBut wrecche of wrecches, out of honour falleIn-to miserie, in which I wol biwayleCriseyde, allas! til that the breeth me fayle?40.Allas, Fortune! if that my lyf in IoyeDisplesed hadde un-to thy foule envye,Why ne haddestow my fader, king of Troye,By-raft the lyf, or doon my bretheren dye,Or slayn my-self, that thus compleyne and crye,I, combre-world, that may of no-thing serve,But ever dye, and never fully sterve?41.If that Criseyde allone were me laft,Nought roughte I whider thou woldest me stere;And hir, allas! than hastow me biraft.But ever-more, lo! this is thy manere,To reve a wight that most is to him dere,To preve in that thy gerful violence.Thus am I lost, ther helpeth no defence!42.O verray lord of love, O god, allas!That knowest best myn herte and al my thought,What shal my sorwful lyf don in this casIf I for-go that I so dere have bought?Sin ye Cryseyde and me han fully broughtIn-to your grace, and bothe our hertes seled,How may ye suffre, allas! it be repeled?43.What I may doon, I shal, whyl I may dureOn lyve in torment and in cruel peyne,This infortune or this disaventure,Allone as I was born, y-wis, compleyne;Ne never wil I seen it shyne or reyne;But ende I wil, as Edippe, in derknesseMy sorwful lyf, and dyen in distresse.44.O wery goost, that errest to and fro,Why niltow fleen out of the wofullesteBody, that ever mighte on grounde go?O soule, lurkinge in this wo, unneste,Flee forth out of myn herte, and lat it breste,And folwe alwey Criseyde, thy lady dere;Thy righte place is now no lenger here!45.O wofulle eyen two, sin your disportWas al to seen Criseydes eyen brighte,What shal ye doon but, for my discomfort,Stonden for nought, and wepen out your sighte?Sin she is queynt, that wont was yow to lighte,In veyn fro-this-forth have I eyen tweyeY-formed, sin your vertue is a-weye.46.O my Criseyde, O lady sovereyneOf thilke woful soule that thus cryeth,Who shal now yeven comfort to the peyne?Allas, no wight; but when myn herte dyeth,My spirit, which that so un-to yow hyeth,Receyve in gree, for that shal ay yow serve;For-thy no fors is, though the body sterve.47.O ye loveres, that heighe upon the wheelBen set of Fortune, in good aventure,God leve that ye finde ay love of steel,And longe mot your lyf in Ioye endure!But whan ye comen by my sepulture,Remembreth that your felawe resteth there;For I lovede eek, though I unworthy were.48.O olde unholsom and mislyved man,Calkas I mene, allas! what eyleth theeTo been a Greek, sin thou art born Troian?O Calkas, which that wilt my bane be,In cursed tyme was thou born for me!As wolde blisful Iove, for his Ioye,That I thee hadde, where I wolde, in Troye!’49.A thousand sykes, hottere than the glede,Out of his brest ech after other wente,Medled with pleyntes newe, his wo to fede,For which his woful teres never stente;And shortly, so his peynes him to-rente,And wex so mat, that Ioye nor penaunceHe feleth noon, but lyth forth in a traunce.50.Pandare, which that in the parlementHadde herd what every lord and burgeys seyde,And how ful graunted was, by oon assent,For Antenor to yelden so Criseyde,Gan wel neigh wood out of his wit to breyde,So that, for wo, he niste what he mente;But in a rees to Troilus he wente.51.A certeyn knight, that for the tyme kepteThe chaumbre-dore, un-dide it him anoon;And Pandare, that ful tendreliche wepte,In-to the derke chaumbre, as stille as stoon,Toward the bed gan softely to goon,So confus, that he niste what to seye;For verray wo his wit was neigh aweye.52.And with his chere and loking al to-torn,For sorwe of this, and with his armes folden,He stood this woful Troilus biforn,And on his pitous face he gan biholden;But lord, so often gan his herte colden,Seing his freend in wo, whos hevinesseHis herte slow, as thoughte him, for distresse.53.This woful wight, this Troilus, that felteHis freend Pandare y-comen him to see,Gan as the snow ayein the sonne melte,For which this sorwful Pandare, of pitee,Gan for to wepe as tendreliche as he;And specheles thus been thise ilke tweye,That neyther mighte o word for sorwe seye.54.But at the laste this woful Troilus,Ney deed for smert, gan bresten out to rore,And with a sorwful noyse he seyde thus,Among his sobbes and his sykes sore,‘Lo! Pandare, I am deed, with-outen more.Hastow nought herd at parlement,’ he seyde,‘For Antenor how lost is my Criseyde?’55.This Pandarus, ful deed and pale of hewe,Ful pitously answerde and seyde, ‘yis!As wisly were it fals as it is trewe,That I have herd, and wot al how it is.O mercy, god, who wolde have trowed this?Who wolde have wend that, in so litel a throwe,Fortune our Ioye wolde han over-throwe?56.For in this world ther is no creature,As to my doom, that ever saw ruyneStraungere than this, thorugh cas or aventure.But who may al eschewe or al devyne?Swich is this world; for-thy I thus defyne,Ne trust no wight to finden in FortuneAy propretee; hir yeftes been comune.57.But tel me this, why thou art now so madTo sorwen thus? Why lystow in this wyse,Sin thy desyr al holly hastow had,So that, by right, it oughte y-now suffyse?But I, that never felte in my servyseA frendly chere or loking of an yë,Lat me thus wepe and wayle, til I dye.58.And over al this, as thou wel wost thy-selve,This town is ful of ladies al aboute;And, to my doom, fairer than swiche twelveAs ever she was, shal I finde, in som route,Ye, oon or two, with-outen any doute.For-thy be glad, myn owene dere brother,If she be lost, we shul recovere another.59.What, god for-bede alwey that ech plesaunceIn o thing were, and in non other wight!If oon can singe, another can wel daunce;If this be goodly, she is glad and light;And this is fayr, and that can good a-right.Ech for his vertu holden is for dere,Bothe heroner and faucon for rivere.60.And eek, as writ Zanzis, that was ful wys,“The newe love out chaceth ofte the olde;”And up-on newe cas lyth newe avys.Thenk eek, thy-self to saven artow holde;Swich fyr, by proces, shal of kinde colde.For sin it is but casuel plesaunce,Som cas shal putte it out of remembraunce.61.For al-so seur as day cometh after night,The newe love, labour or other wo,Or elles selde seinge of a wight,Don olde affecciouns alle over-go.And, for thy part, thou shalt have oon of thoTo abrigge with thy bittre peynes smerte;Absence of hir shal dryve hir out of herte.’62.Thise wordes seyde he for the nones alle,To helpe his freend, lest he for sorwe deyde.For doutelees, to doon his wo to falle,He roughte not what unthrift that he seyde.But Troilus, that neigh for sorwe deyde,Tok litel hede of al that ever he mente;Oon ere it herde, at the other out it wente:—63.But at the laste answerde and seyde, ‘freend,This lechecraft, or heled thus to be,Were wel sitting, if that I were a feend,To traysen hir that trewe is unto me!I pray god, lat this consayl never y-thee;But do me rather sterve anon-right hereEr I thus do as thou me woldest lere.64.She that I serve, y-wis, what so thou seye,To whom myn herte enhabit is by right,Shal han me holly hires til that I deye.For, Pandarus, sin I have trouthe hir hight,I wol not been untrewe for no wight;But as hir man I wol ay live and sterve,And never other creature serve.65.And ther thou seyst, thou shalt as faire findeAs she, lat be, make no comparisounTo creature y-formed here by kinde.O leve Pandare, in conclusioun,I wol not be of thyn opinioun,Touching al this; for whiche I thee biseche,So hold thy pees; thou sleest me with thy speche.66.Thow biddest me I sholde love an-otherAl freshly newe, and lat Criseyde go!It lyth not in my power, leve brother.And though I mighte, I wolde not do so.But canstow pleyen raket, to and fro,Netle in, dokke out, now this, now that, Pandare?Now foule falle hir, for thy wo that care!67.Thow farest eek by me, thou Pandarus,As he, that whan a wight is wo bi-goon,He cometh to him a pas, and seyth right thus,“Thenk not on smert, and thou shalt fele noon.”Thou most me first transmuwen in a stoon,And reve me my passiounes alle,Er thou so lightly do my wo to falle.68.The deeth may wel out of my brest departeThe lyf, so longe may this sorwe myne;But fro my soule shal Criseydes darteOut never-mo; but doun with Proserpyne,Whan I am deed, I wol go wone in pyne;And ther I wol eternally compleyneMy wo, and how that twinned be we tweyne.69.Thow hast here maad an argument, for fyn,How that it sholde lasse peyne beCriseyde to for-goon, for she was myn,And live in ese and in felicitee.Why gabbestow, that seydest thus to meThat “him is wors that is fro wele y-throwe,Than he hadde erst non of that wele y-knowe?”70.But tel me now, sin that thee thinketh so lightTo chaungen so in love, ay to and fro,Why hastow not don bisily thy mightTo chaungen hir that doth thee al thy wo?Why niltow lete hir fro thyn herte go?Why niltow love an-other lady swete,That may thyn herte setten in quiete?71.If thou hast had in love ay yet mischaunce,And canst it not out of thyn herte dryve,I, that livede in lust and in plesaunceWith hir as muche as creature on-lyve,How sholde I that foryete, and that so blyve?O where hastow ben hid so longe in muwe,That canst so wel and formely arguwe?72.Nay, nay, god wot, nought worth is al thy reed,For which, for what that ever may bifalle,With-outen wordes mo, I wol be deed.O deeth, that endere art of sorwes alle,Com now, sin I so ofte after thee calle,For sely is that deeth, soth for to seyne,That, ofte y-cleped, cometh and endeth peyne.73.Wel wot I, whyl my lyf was in quiete,Er thou me slowe, I wolde have yeven hyre;But now thy cominge is to me so swete,That in this world I no-thing so desyre.O deeth, sin with this sorwe I am a-fyre,Thou outher do me anoon in teres drenche,Or with thy colde strook myn hete quenche!74.Sin that thou sleest so fele in sondry wyseAyens hir wil, unpreyed, day and night,Do me, at my requeste, this servyse,Delivere now the world, so dostow right,Of me, that am the wofulleste wightThat ever was; for tyme is that I sterve,Sin in this world of right nought may I serve.’75.This Troilus in teres gan distille,As licour out of alambyk ful faste;And Pandarus gan holde his tunge stille,And to the ground his eyen doun he caste.But nathelees, thus thoughte he at the laste,‘What, parde, rather than my felawe deye,Yet shal I som-what more un-to him seye:’76.And seyde, ‘freend, sin thou hast swich distresse,And sin thee list myn arguments to blame,Why nilt thy-selven helpen doon redresse,And with thy manhod letten al this grame?Go ravisshe hir ne canstow not for shame!And outher lat hir out of toune fare,Or hold hir stille, and leve thy nyce fare.77.Artow in Troye, and hast non hardimentTo take a womman which that loveth thee,And wolde hir-selven been of thyn assent?Now is not this a nyce vanitee?Rys up anoon, and lat this weping be,And kyth thou art a man, for in this houreI wil be deed, or she shal bleven oure.’78.To this answerde him Troilus ful softe,And seyde, ‘parde, leve brother dere,Al this have I my-self yet thought ful ofte,And more thing than thou devysest here.But why this thing is laft, thou shalt wel here;And whan thou me hast yeve an audience,Ther-after mayst thou telle al thy sentence.79.First, sin thou wost this toun hath al this werreFor ravisshing of wommen so by might,It sholde not be suffred me to erre,As it stant now, ne doon so gret unright.I sholde han also blame of every wight,My fadres graunt if that I so withstode,Sin she is chaunged for the tounes goode.80.I have eek thought, so it were hir assent,To aske hir at my fader, of his grace;Than thenke I, this were hir accusement,Sin wel I woot I may hir not purchace.For sin my fader, in so heigh a placeAs parlement, hath hir eschaunge enseled,He nil for me his lettre be repeled.81.Yet drede I most hir herte to pertourbeWith violence, if I do swich a game;For if I wolde it openly distourbe,It moste been disclaundre to hir name.And me were lever deed than hir defame,As nolde god but-if I sholde haveHir honour lever than my lyf to save!82.Thus am I lost, for ought that I can see;For certeyn is, sin that I am hir knight,I moste hir honour levere han than meIn every cas, as lovere oughte of right.Thus am I with desyr and reson twight;Desyr for to distourben hir me redeth,And reson nil not, so myn herte dredeth.’83.Thus wepinge that he coude never cesse,He seyde, ‘allas! how shal I, wrecche, fare?For wel fele I alwey my love encresse,And hope is lasse and lasse alwey, Pandare!Encressen eek the causes of my care;So wel-a-wey, why nil myn herte breste?For, as in love, ther is but litel reste.’84.Pandare answerde, ‘freend, thou mayst, for me,Don as thee list; but hadde ich it so hote,And thyn estat, she sholde go with me;Though al this toun cryede on this thing by note,I nolde sette at al that noyse a grote.For when men han wel cryed, than wol they roune;A wonder last but nyne night never in toune.85.Devyne not in reson ay so depeNe curteysly, but help thy-self anoon;Bet is that othere than thy-selven wepe,And namely, sin ye two been al oon.Rys up, for by myn heed, she shal not goon;And rather be in blame a lyte y-foundeThan sterve here as a gnat, with-oute wounde.86.It is no shame un-to yow, ne no vyceHir to with-holden, that ye loveth most.Paraunter, she mighte holden thee for nyceTo lete hir go thus to the Grekes ost.Thenk eek Fortune, as wel thy-selven wost,Helpeth hardy man to his empryse,And weyveth wrecches, for hir cowardyse.87.And though thy lady wolde a litel hir greve,Thou shalt thy pees ful wel here-after make,But as for me, certayn, I can not leveThat she wolde it as now for yvel take.Why sholde than for ferd thyn herte quake?Thenk eek how Paris hath, that is thy brother,A love; and why shaltow not have another?88.And Troilus, o thing I dar thee swere,That if Criseyde, whiche that is thy leef,Now loveth thee as wel as thou dost here,God helpe me so, she nil not take a-greef,Though thou do bote a-noon in this mischeef.And if she wilneth fro thee for to passe,Thanne is she fals; so love hir wel the lasse.89.For-thy tak herte, and thenk, right as a knight,Thourgh love is broken alday every lawe.Kyth now sumwhat thy corage and thy might,Have mercy on thy-self, for any awe.Lat not this wrecched wo thin herte gnawe,But manly set the world on sixe and sevene;And, if thou deye a martir, go to hevene.90.I wol my-self be with thee at this dede,Though ich and al my kin, up-on a stounde,Shulle in a strete as dogges liggen dede,Thourgh-girt with many a wyd and blody wounde.In every cas I wol a freend be founde.And if thee list here sterven as a wrecche,A-dieu, the devel spede him that it recche!’91.This Troilus gan with tho wordes quiken,And seyde, ‘freend, graunt mercy, ich assente;But certaynly thou mayst not me so priken,Ne peyne noon ne may me so tormente,That, for no cas, it is not myn entente,At shorte wordes, though I dyen sholde,To ravisshe hir, but-if hir-self it wolde.’92.‘Why, so mene I,’ quod Pandarus, ‘al this day.But tel me than, hastow hir wel assayed,That sorwest thus?’ And he answerde, ‘nay.’‘Wher-of artow,’ quod Pandare, ‘than a-mayed,That nost not that she wol ben yvel apayedTo ravisshe hir, sin thou hast not ben there,But-if that Iove tolde it in thyn ere?93.For-thy rys up, as nought ne were, anoon,And wash thy face, and to the king thou wende,Or he may wondren whider thou art goon.Thou most with wisdom him and othere blende;Or, up-on cas, he may after thee sendeEr thou be war; and shortly, brother dere,Be glad, and lat me werke in this matere.94.For I shal shape it so, that sikerlyThou shalt this night som tyme, in som manere,Com speke with thy lady prevely,And by hir wordes eek, and by hir chere,Thou shalt ful sone aparceyve and wel hereAl hir entente, and in this cas the beste;And fare now wel, for in this point I reste.’95.The swifte Fame, whiche that false thingesEgal reporteth lyk the thinges trewe,Was thorugh-out Troye y-fled with preste wingesFro man to man, and made this tale al newe,How Calkas doughter, with hir brighte hewe,At parlement, with-oute wordes more,I-graunted was in chaunge of Antenore.96.The whiche tale anoon-right as CriseydeHad herd, she which that of hir fader roughte,As in this cas, right nought, ne whanne he deyde,Ful bisily to Iuppiter bisoughteYeve him mischaunce that this tretis broughte.But shortly, lest thise tales sothe were,She dorste at no wight asken it, for fere.97.As she that hadde hir herte and al hir mindeOn Troilus y-set so wonder faste,That al this world ne mighte hir love unbinde,Ne Troilus out of hir herte caste;She wol ben his, whyl that hir lyf may laste.And thus she brenneth bothe in love and drede,So that she niste what was best to rede.98.But as men seen in toune, and al aboute,That wommen usen frendes to visyte,So to Criseyde of wommen com a routeFor pitous Ioye, and wenden hir delyte;And with hir tales, dere y-nough a myte,These wommen, whiche that in the cite dwelle,They sette hem doun, and seyde as I shal telle.99.Quod first that oon, ‘I am glad, trewely,By-cause of yow, that shal your fader see.’A-nother seyde, ‘y-wis, so nam not I;For al to litel hath she with us be.’Quod tho the thridde, ‘I hope, y-wis, that sheShal bringen us the pees on every syde,That, whan she gooth, almighty god hir gyde!’100.Tho wordes and tho wommannisshe thinges,She herde hem right as though she thennes were;For, god it wot, hir herte on other thing is,Although the body sat among hem there.Hir advertence is alwey elles-where;For Troilus ful faste hir soule soughte;With-outen word, alwey on him she thoughte.101.Thise wommen, that thus wenden hir to plese,Aboute nought gonne alle hir tales spende;Swich vanitee ne can don hir non ese,As she that, al this mene whyle, brendeOf other passioun than that they wende,So that she felte almost hir herte deyeFor wo, and wery of that companye.102.For which no lenger mighte she restreyneHir teres, so they gonnen up to welle,That yeven signes of the bitter peyneIn whiche hir spirit was, and moste dwelle;Remembring hir, fro heven unto which helleShe fallen was, sith she forgoth the sighteOf Troilus, and sorowfully she sighte.103.And thilke foles sittinge hir abouteWenden, that she wepte and syked soreBy-cause that she sholde out of that routeDeparte, and never pleye with hem more.And they that hadde y-knowen hir of yoreSeye hir so wepe, and thoughte it kindenesse,And eche of hem wepte eek for hir distresse;104.And bisily they gonnen hir confortenOf thing, god wot, on which she litel thoughte;And with hir tales wenden hir disporten,And to be glad they often hir bisoughte.But swich an ese ther-with they hir wroughteRight as a man is esed for to fele,For ache of heed, to clawen him on his hele!105.But after al this nyce vaniteeThey took hir leve, and hoom they wenten alle.Criseyde, ful of sorweful pitee,In-to hir chaumbre up wente out of the halle,And on hir bed she gan for deed to falle,In purpos never thennes for to ryse;And thus she wroughte, as I shal yow devyse.106.Hir ounded heer, that sonnish was of hewe,She rente, and eek hir fingres longe and smaleShe wrong ful ofte, and bad god on hir rewe,And with the deeth to doon bote on hir bale.Hir hewe, whylom bright, that tho was pale,Bar witnes of hir wo and hir constreynte;And thus she spak, sobbinge, in hir compleynte:107.‘Alas!’ quod she, ‘out of this regiounI, woful wrecche and infortuned wight,And born in corsed constellacioun,Mot goon, and thus departen fro my knight;Wo worth, allas! that ilke dayes lightOn which I saw him first with eyen tweyne,That causeth me, and I him, al this peyne!’108.Therwith the teres from hir eyen twoDoun fille, as shour in Aperill, ful swythe;Hir whyte brest she bet, and for the woAfter the deeth she cryed a thousand sythe,Sin he that wont hir wo was for to lythe,She mot for-goon; for which disaventureShe held hir-self a forlost creature.109.She seyde, ‘how shal he doon, and I also?How sholde I live, if that I from him twinne?O dere herte eek, that I love so,Who shal that sorwe sleen that ye ben inne?O Calkas, fader, thyn be al this sinne!O moder myn, that cleped were Argyve,Wo worth that day that thou me bere on lyve!110.To what fyn sholde I live and sorwen thus?How sholde a fish with-oute water dure?What is Criseyde worth, from Troilus?How sholde a plaunte or lyves creatureLive, with-oute his kinde noriture?For which ful oft a by-word here I seye,That, “rotelees, mot grene sone deye.”111.I shal don thus, sin neither swerd ne darteDar I non handle, for the crueltee,That ilke day that I from yow departe,If sorwe of that nil not my bane be,Than shal no mete or drinke come in meTil I my soule out of my breste unshethe;And thus my-selven wol I do to dethe.112.And, Troilus, my clothes everichoonShul blake been, in tokeninge, herte swete,That I am as out of this world agoon,That wont was yow to setten in quiete;And of myn ordre, ay til deeth me mete,The observaunce ever, in your absence,Shal sorwe been, compleynte, and abstinence.113.Myn herte and eek the woful goost ther-inneBiquethe I, with your spirit to compleyneEternally, for they shul never twinne.For though in erthe y-twinned be we tweyne,Yet in the feld of pitee, out of peyne,That hight Elysos, shul we been y-fere,As Orpheus and Erudice his fere.114.Thus herte myn, for Antenor, allas!I sone shal be chaunged, as I wene.But how shul ye don in this sorwful cas,How shal your tendre herte this sustene?But herte myn, for-yet this sorwe and tene,And me also; for, soothly for to seye,So ye wel fare, I recche not to deye.’115.How mighte it ever y-red ben or y-songe,The pleynte that she made in hir distresse?I noot; but, as for me, my litel tonge,If I discreven wolde hir hevinesse,It sholde make hir sorwe seme lesseThan that it was, and childishly defaceHir heigh compleynte, and therfore I it pace.116.Pandare, which that sent from TroilusWas to Criseyde, as ye han herd devyse,That for the beste it was accorded thus,And he ful glad to doon him that servyse,Un-to Criseyde, in a ful secree wyse,Ther-as she lay in torment and in rage,Com hir to telle al hoolly his message.117.And fond that she hir-selven gan to treteFul pitously; for with hir salte teresHir brest, hir face y-bathed was ful wete;The mighty tresses of hir sonnish heres,Unbroyden, hangen al aboute hir eres;Which yaf him verray signal of martyreOf deeth, which that hir herte gan desyre.118.Whan she him saw, she gan for sorwe anoonHir tery face a-twixe hir armes hyde,For which this Pandare is so wo bi-goon,That in the hous he mighte unnethe abyde,As he that pitee felte on every syde.For if Criseyde hadde erst compleyned sore,Tho gan she pleyne a thousand tymes more.119.And in hir aspre pleynte than she seyde,‘Pandare first of Ioyes mo than twoWas cause causinge un-to me, Criseyde,That now transmuwed been in cruel wo.Wher shal I seye to yow “wel come” or no,That alderfirst me broughte in-to servyseOf love, allas! that endeth in swich wyse?120.Endeth than love in wo? Ye, or men lyeth!And alle worldly blisse, as thinketh me,The ende of blisse ay sorwe it occupyeth;And who-so troweth not that it so be,Lat him upon me, woful wrecche, y-see,That my-self hate, and ay my birthe acorse,Felinge alwey, fro wikke I go to worse.121.Who-so me seeth, he seeth sorwe al at ones,Peyne, torment, pleynte, wo, distresse.Out of my woful body harm ther noon is,As anguish, langour, cruel bitternesse,A-noy, smert, drede, fury, and eek siknesse.I trowe, y-wis, from hevene teres reyne,For pitee of myn aspre and cruel peyne!’122.‘And thou, my suster, ful of discomfort,’Quod Pandarus, ‘what thenkestow to do?Why ne hastow to thy-selven som resport,Why woltow thus thy-selve, allas, for-do?Leef al this werk and tak now hede toThat I shal seyn, and herkne, of good entente,This, which by me thy Troilus thee sente.’123.Torned hir tho Criseyde, a wo makingeSo greet that it a deeth was for to see:—‘Allas!’ quod she, ‘what wordes may ye bringe?What wol my dere herte seyn to me,Which that I drede never-mo to see?Wol he have pleynte or teres, er I wende?I have y-nowe, if he ther-after sende!’124.She was right swich to seen in hir visageAs is that wight that men on bere binde;Hir face, lyk of Paradys the image,Was al y-chaunged in another kinde.The pleye, the laughtre men was wont to findeIn hir, and eek hir Ioyes everychone,Ben fled, and thus lyth now Criseyde allone.125.Aboute hir eyen two a purpre ringBi-trent, in sothfast tokninge of hir peyne,That to biholde it was a dedly thing,For which Pandare mighte not restreyneThe teres from his eyen for to reyne.But nathelees, as he best mighte, he seydeFrom Troilus thise wordes to Criseyde.126.‘Lo, nece, I trowe ye han herd al howThe king, with othere lordes, for the beste,Hath mad eschaunge of Antenor and yow,That cause is of this sorwe and this unreste.But how this cas doth Troilus moleste,That may non erthely mannes tonge seye;For verray wo his wit is al aweye.127.For which we han so sorwed, he and I,That in-to litel bothe it hadde us slawe;But thurgh my conseil this day, fynally,He somwhat is fro weping now with-drawe.And semeth me that he desyreth faweWith yow to been al night, for to devyseRemede in this, if ther were any wyse.128.This, short and pleyne, theffect of my message,As ferforth as my wit can comprehende.For ye, that been of torment in swich rage,May to no long prologe as now entende;And her-upon ye may answere him sende.And, for the love of god, my nece dere,So leef this wo er Troilus be here.’129.‘Gret is my wo,’ quod she, and sighte sore,As she that feleth dedly sharp distresse;‘But yet to me his sorwe is muchel more,That love him bet than he him-self, I gesse.Allas! for me hath he swich hevinesse?Can he for me so pitously compleyne?Y-wis, this sorwe doubleth al my peyne.130.Grevous to me, god wot, is for to twinne,’Quod she, ‘but yet it hardere is to meTo seen that sorwe which that he is inne;For wel wot I, it wol my bane be;And deye I wol in certayn,’ tho quod she;‘But bidde him come, er deeth, that thus me threteth,Dryve out that goost, which in myn herte beteth.’131.Thise wordes seyd, she on hir armes twoFil gruf, and gan to wepe pitously.Quod Pandarus, ‘allas! why do ye so,Syn wel ye wot the tyme is faste by,That he shal come? Arys up hastely,That he yow nat biwopen thus ne finde,But ye wol han him wood out of his minde!132.For wiste he that ye ferde in this manere,He wolde him-selve slee; and if I wendeTo han this fare, he sholde not come hereFor al the good that Pryam may despende.For to what fyn he wolde anoon pretende,That knowe I wel; and for-thy yet I seye,So leef this sorwe, or platly he wol deye.133.And shapeth yow his sorwe for to abregge,And nought encresse, leve nece swete;Beth rather to him cause of flat than egge,And with som wysdom ye his sorwes bete.What helpeth it to wepen ful a strete,Or though ye bothe in salte teres dreynte?Bet is a tyme of cure ay than of pleynte.134.I mene thus; whan I him hider bringe,Sin ye ben wyse, and bothe of oon assent,So shapeth how distourbe your goinge,Or come ayen, sone after ye be went.Wommen ben wyse in short avysement;And lat sen how your wit shal now avayle;And what that I may helpe, it shal not fayle.’135.‘Go,’ quod Criseyde, ‘and uncle, trewely,I shal don al my might, me to restreyneFrom weping in his sight, and bisily,Him for to glade, I shal don al my peyne,And in myn herte seken every veyne;If to this soor ther may be founden salve,It shal not lakken, certain, on myn halve.’136.Goth Pandarus, and Troilus he soughte,Til in a temple he fond him allone,As he that of his lyf no lenger roughte;But to the pitouse goddes everichoneFul tendrely he preyde, and made his mone,To doon him sone out of this world to pace;For wel he thoughte ther was non other grace.137.And shortly, al the sothe for to seye,He was so fallen in despeyr that day,That outrely he shoop him for to deye.For right thus was his argument alwey:He seyde, he nas but loren, waylawey!‘For al that comth, comth by necessitee;Thus to be lorn, it is my destinee.138.For certaynly, this wot I wel,’ he seyde,That for-sight of divyne purveyaunceHath seyn alwey me to for-gon Criseyde,Sin god seeth every thing, out of doutaunce,And hem desponeth, thourgh his ordenaunce,In hir merytes sothly for to be,As they shul comen by predestinee.139.But nathelees, allas! whom shal I leve?For ther ben grete clerkes many oon,That destinee thorugh argumentes preve;And som men seyn that nedely ther is noon;But that free chois is yeven us everichoon.O, welaway! so sleye arn clerkes olde,That I not whos opinion I may holde.140.For som men seyn, if god seth al biforn,Ne god may not deceyved ben, pardee,Than moot it fallen, though men hadde it sworn,That purveyaunce hath seyn bifore to be.Wherfor I seye, that from eterne if heHath wist biforn our thought eek as our dede,We have no free chois, as these clerkes rede.141.For other thought nor other dede alsoMight never be, but swich as purveyaunce,Which may not ben deceyved never-mo,Hath feled biforn, with-outen ignoraunce.For if ther mighte been a variaunceTo wrythen out fro goddes purveyinge,Ther nere no prescience of thing cominge;142.But it were rather an opiniounUncerteyn, and no stedfast forseinge;And certes, that were an abusioun,That god shuld han no parfit cleer witingeMore than we men that han doutous weninge.But swich an errour up-on god to gesseWere fals and foul, and wikked corsednesse.143.Eek this is an opinioun of sommeThat han hir top ful heighe and smothe y-shore;They seyn right thus, that thing is not to comeFor that the prescience hath seyn biforeThat it shal come; but they seyn, that therforeThat it shal come, therfore the purveyaunceWot it biforn with-outen ignoraunce;144.And in this manere this necessiteeRetorneth in his part contrarie agayn.For needfully bihoveth it not to beThat thilke thinges fallen in certaynThat ben purveyed; but nedely, as they seyn,Bihoveth it that thinges, whiche that falle,That they in certayn ben purveyed alle.145.I mene as though I laboured me in this,To enqueren which thing cause of which thing be;As whether that the prescience of god isThe certayn cause of the necessiteeOf thinges that to comen been, pardee;Or if necessitee of thing comingeBe cause certeyn of the purveyinge.146.But now ne enforce I me nat in shewingeHow the ordre of causes stant; but wel wot I,That it bihoveth that the bifallingeOf thinges wist biforen certeynlyBe necessarie, al seme it not ther-byThat prescience put falling necessaireTo thing to come, al falle it foule or faire.147.For if ther sit a man yond on a see,Than by necessitee bihoveth itThat, certes, thyn opinioun soth be,That wenest or coniectest that he sit;And ferther-over now ayenward yit,Lo, right so it is of the part contrarie,As thus; (now herkne, for I wol not tarie):148.I seye, that if the opinioun of theeBe sooth, for that he sit, than seye I this,That he mot sitten by necessitee;And thus necessitee in either is.For in him nede of sitting is, y-wis,And in thee nede of sooth; and thus, forsothe,Ther moot necessitee ben in yow bothe.149.But thou mayst seyn, the man sit not therfore,That thyn opinion of sitting soth is;But rather, for the man sit ther bifore,Therfore is thyn opinion sooth, y-wis.And I seye, though the cause of sooth of thisComth of his sitting, yet necessiteeIs entrechaunged, bothe in him and thee.150.Thus on this same wyse, out of doutaunce,I may wel maken, as it semeth me,My resoninge of goddes purveyaunce,And of the thinges that to comen be;By whiche reson men may wel y-see,That thilke thinges that in erthe falle,That by necessitee they comen alle.151.For al-though that, for thing shal come, y-wis,Therfore is it purveyed, certaynly,Nat that it comth for it purveyed is:Yet nathelees, bihoveth it nedfully,That thing to come be purveyed, trewely;Or elles, thinges that purveyed be,That they bityden by necessitee.152.And this suffyseth right y-now, certeyn,For to destroye our free chois every del.—But now is this abusion to seyn,That fallinge of the thinges temporelIs cause of goddes prescience eternel.Now trewely, that is a fals sentence,That thing to come sholde cause his prescience.153.What mighte I wene, and I hadde swich a thought,But that god purveyth thing that is to comeFor that it is to come, and elles nought?So mighte I wene that thinges alle and some,That whylom been bifalle and over-come,Ben cause of thilke sovereyn purveyaunce,That for-wot al with-outen ignoraunce.154.And over al this, yet seye I more herto,That right as whan I woot ther is a thing,Y-wis, that thing mot nedefully be so;Eek right so, whan I woot a thing coming,So mot it come; and thus the bifallingOf thinges that ben wist bifore the tyde,They mowe not been eschewed on no syde.’155.Than seyde he thus, ‘almighty Iove in trone,That wost of al this thing the soothfastnesse,Rewe on my sorwe, or do me deye sone,Or bring Criseyde and me fro this distresse.’And whyl he was in al this hevinesse,Disputinge with him-self in this matere,Com Pandare in, and seyde as ye may here.156.‘O mighty god,’ quod Pandarus, ‘in trone,Ey! who seigh ever a wys man faren so?Why, Troilus, what thenkestow to done?Hastow swich lust to been thyn owene fo?What, parde, yet is not Criseyde a-go!Why lust thee so thy-self for-doon for drede,That in thyn heed thyn eyen semen dede?157.Hastow not lived many a yeer bifornWith-outen hir, and ferd ful wel at ese?Artow for hir and for non other born?Hath kinde thee wroughte al-only hir to plese?Lat be, and thenk right thus in thy disese.That, in the dees right as ther fallen chaunces,Right so in love, ther come and goon plesaunces.158.And yet this is a wonder most of alle,Why thou thus sorwest, sin thou nost not yit,Touching hir goinge, how that it shal falle,Ne if she can hir-self distorben it.Thou hast not yet assayed al hir wit.A man may al by tyme his nekke bedeWhan it shal of, and sorwen at the nede.159.For-thy take hede of that that I shal seye;I have with hir y-spoke and longe y-be,So as accorded was bitwixe us tweye.And ever-mo me thinketh thus, that sheHath som-what in hir hertes prevetee,Wher-with she can, if I shal right arede,Distorbe al this, of which thou art in drede.160.For which my counseil is, whan it is night,Thou to hir go, and make of this an ende;And blisful Iuno, thourgh hir grete mighte,Shal, as I hope, hir grace un-to us sende.Myn herte seyth, “certeyn, she shal not wende;”And for-thy put thyn herte a whyle in reste;And hold this purpos, for it is the beste.’161.This Troilus answerde, and sighte sore,‘Thou seyst right wel, and I wil do right so;’And what him liste, he seyde un-to it more.And whan that it was tyme for to go,Ful prevely him-self, with-outen mo,Un-to hir com, as he was wont to done;And how they wroughte, I shal yow telle sone.162.Soth is, that whan they gonne first to mete,So gan the peyne hir hertes for to twiste,That neither of hem other mighte grete,But hem in armes toke and after kiste.The lasse wofulle of hem bothe nisteWher that he was, ne mighte o word out-bringe,As I seyde erst, for wo and for sobbinge.163.Tho woful teres that they leten falleAs bittre weren, out of teres kinde,For peyne, as is ligne aloës or galle.So bittre teres weep nought, as I finde,The woful Myrra through the bark and rinde.That in this world ther nis so hard an herte,That nolde han rewed on hir peynes smerte.164.But whan hir woful wery gostes tweyneRetorned been ther-as hem oughte dwelle,And that som-what to wayken gan the peyneBy lengthe of pleynte, and ebben gan the welleOf hire teres, and the herte unswelle,With broken voys, al hoors for-shright, CriseydeTo Troilus thise ilke wordes seyde:165.‘O Iove, I deye, and mercy I beseche!Help, Troilus!’ and ther-with-al hir faceUpon his brest she leyde, and loste speche;Hir woful spirit from his propre place,Right with the word, alwey up poynt to pace.And thus she lyth with hewes pale and grene,That whylom fresh and fairest was to sene.166.This Troilus, that on hir gan biholde,Clepinge hir name, (and she lay as for deed,With-oute answere, and felte hir limes colde,Hir eyen throwen upward to hir heed),This sorwful man can now noon other reed,But ofte tyme hir colde mouth he kiste;Wher him was wo, god and him-self it wiste!167.He rist him up, and long streight he hir leyde;For signe of lyf, for ought he can or may,Can he noon finde in no-thing on Criseyde,For which his song ful ofte is ‘weylaway!’But whan he saugh that specheles she lay,With sorwful voys, and herte of blisse al bare,He seyde how she was fro this world y-fare!168.So after that he longe hadde hir compleyned,His hondes wrong, and seyde that was to seye,And with his teres salte hir brest bireyned,He gan tho teris wypen of ful dreye,And pitously gan for the soule preye,And seyde, ‘O lord, that set art in thy trone,Rewe eek on me, for I shal folwe hir sone!’169.She cold was and with-outen sentement,For aught he woot, for breeth ne felte he noon;And this was him a preignant argumentThat she was forth out of this world agoon;And whan he seigh ther was non other woon,He gan hir limes dresse in swich manereAs men don hem that shul be leyd on bere.170.And after this, with sterne and cruel herte,His swerd a-noon out of his shethe he twighte,Him-self to sleen, how sore that him smerte,So that his sowle hir sowle folwen mighte,Ther-as the doom of Mynos wolde it dighte;Sin love and cruel Fortune it ne wolde,That in this world he lenger liven sholde.171.Thanne seyde he thus, fulfild of heigh desdayn,‘O cruel Iove, and thou, Fortune adverse,This al and som, that falsly have ye slaynCriseyde, and sin ye may do me no werse,Fy on your might and werkes so diverse!Thus cowardly ye shul me never winne;Ther shal no deeth me fro my lady twinne.172.For I this world, sin ye han slayn hir thus,Wol lete, and folowe hir spirit lowe or hye;Shal never lover seyn that TroilusDar not, for fere, with his lady dye;For certeyn, I wol bere hir companye.But sin ye wol not suffre us liven here,Yet suffreth that our soules ben y-fere.173.And thou, citee, whiche that I leve in wo,And thou, Pryam, and bretheren al y-fere,And thou, my moder, farewel! for I go;And Attropos, make redy thou my bere!And thou, Criseyde, o swete herte dere,Receyve now my spirit!’ wolde he seye,With swerd at herte, al redy for to deye.174.But as god wolde, of swough ther-with she abreyde,And gan to syke, and ‘Troilus’ she cryde;And he answerde, ‘lady myn Criseyde,Live ye yet?’ and leet his swerd doun glyde.‘Ye, herte myn, that thanked be Cupyde!’Quod she, and ther-with-al she sore sighte;And he bigan to glade hir as he mighte;175.Took hir in armes two, and kiste hir ofte,And hir to glade he dide al his entente;For which hir goost, that flikered ay on-lofte,In-to hir woful herte ayein it wente.But at the laste, as that hir eyen glenteA-syde, anoon she gan his swerd aspye,As it lay bare, and gan for fere crye,176.And asked him, why he it hadde out-drawe?And Troilus anoon the cause hir tolde,And how himself ther-with he wolde have slawe.For which Criseyde up-on him gan biholde,And gan him in hir armes faste folde,And seyde, ‘O mercy, god, lo, which a dede!Allas! how neigh we were bothe dede!177.Thanne if I ne hadde spoken, as grace was,Ye wolde han slayn your-self anoon?’ quod she.‘Ye, douteless;’ and she answerde, ‘allas!For, by that ilke lord that made me,I nolde a forlong wey on-lyve han be,After your deeth, to han be crowned queneOf al the lond the sonne on shyneth shene.178.But with this selve swerd, which that here is,My-selve I wolde have slayn!’—quod she tho;‘But ho, for we han right y-now of this,And late us ryse and streight to bedde go,And therë lat vs speken of our wo.For, by the morter which that I see brenne,Knowe I ful wel that day is not fer henne.’179.Whan they were in hir bedde, in armes folde,Nought was it lyk tho nightes here-biforn;For pitously ech other gan biholde,As they that hadden al hir blisse y-lorn,Biwaylinge ay the day that they were born.Til at the last this sorwful wight CriseydeTo Troilus these ilke wordes seyde:—180.‘Lo, herte myn, wel wot ye this,’ quod she,‘That if a wight alwey his wo compleyne,And seketh nought how holpen for to be,It nis but folye and encrees of peyne;And sin that here assembled be we tweyneTo finde bote of wo that we ben inne,It were al tyme sone to biginne.181.I am a womman, as ful wel ye woot,And as I am avysed sodeynly,So wol I telle yow, whyl it is hoot.Me thinketh thus, that neither ye nor IOughte half this wo to make skilfully.For there is art y-now for to redresseThat yet is mis, and sleen this hevinesse.182.Sooth is, the wo, the whiche that we ben inne,For ought I woot, for no-thing elles isBut for the cause that we sholden twinne.Considered al, ther nis no-more amis.But what is thanne a remede un-to this,But that we shape us sone for to mete?This al and som, my dere herte swete.183.Now that I shal wel bringen it abouteTo come ayein, sone after that I go,Ther-of am I no maner thing in doute.For dredeles, with-inne a wouke or two,I shal ben here; and, that it may be soBy alle right, and in a wordes fewe,I shal yow wel an heep of weyes shewe.184.For which I wol not make long sermoun,For tyme y-lost may not recovered be;But I wol gon to my conclusioun,And to the beste, in ought that I can see.And, for the love of god, for-yeve it meIf I speke ought ayein your hertes reste;For trewely, I speke it for the beste;185.Makinge alwey a protestacioun,That now these wordes, whiche that I shal seye,Nis but to shewe yow my mocioun,To finde un-to our helpe the beste weye;And taketh it non other wyse, I preye.For in effect what-so ye me comaunde,That wol I doon, for that is no demaunde.186.Now herkeneth this, ye han wel understondeMy goinge graunted is by parlementSo ferforth, that it may not be with-stondeFor al this world, as by my Iugement.And sin ther helpeth noon avysementTo letten it, lat it passe out of minde;And lat us shape a bettre wey to finde.187.The sothe is, that the twinninge of us tweyneWol us disese and cruelliche anoye.But him bihoveth som-tyme han a peyneThat serveth love, if that he wol have Ioye.And sin I shal no ferthere out of TroyeThan I may ryde ayein on half a morwe,It oughte lasse causen us to sorwe.188.So as I shal not so ben hid in muwe,That day by day, myn owene herte dere,Sin wel ye woot that it is now a truwe,Ye shul ful wel al myn estat y-here.And er that truwe is doon, I shal ben here,And thanne have ye bothe Antenor y-wonneAnd me also; beth glad now, if ye conne;189.And thenk right thus, “Criseyde is now agoon,But what! she shal come hastely ayeyn;”And whanne, allas? by god, lo, right anoon,Er dayes ten, this dar I saufly seyn.And thanne at erste shul we been so fayn,So as we shulle to-gederes ever dwelle,Thal al this world ne mighte our blisse telle.190.I see that ofte, ther-as we ben now,That for the beste, our conseil for to hyde,Ye speke not with me, nor I with yowIn fourtenight; ne see yow go ne ryde.May ye not ten dayes thanne abyde,For myn honour, in swich an aventure?Y-wis, ye mowen elles lite endure!191.Ye knowe eek how that al my kin is here,But-if that onliche it my fader be;And eek myn othere thinges alle y-fere,And nameliche, my dere herte, ye,Whom that I nolde leven for to seeFor al this world, as wyd as it hath space;Or elles, see ich never Ioves face!192.Why trowe ye my fader in this wyseCoveiteth so to see me, but for dredeLest in this toun that folkes me dispyseBy-cause of him, for his unhappy dede?What woot my fader what lyf that I lede?For if he wiste in Troye how wel I fare,Us neded for my wending nought to care.193.Ye seen that every day eek, more and more,Men trete of pees; and it supposed is,That men the quene Eleyne shal restore,And Grekes us restore that is mis.So though ther nere comfort noon but this,That men purposen pees on every syde,Ye may the bettre at ese of herte abyde.194.For if that it be pees, myn herte dere,The nature of the pees mot nedes dryveThat men moste entrecomunen y-fere,And to and fro eek ryde and gon as blyveAlday as thikke as been flen from an hyve;And every wight han libertee to bleveWher-as him list the bet, with-outen leve.195.And though so be that pees ther may be noon,Yet hider, though ther never pees ne were,I moste come; for whider sholde I goon,Or how mischaunce sholde I dwelle thereAmong tho men of armes ever in fere?For which, as wisly god my soule rede,I can not seen wher-of ye sholden drede.196.Have here another wey, if it so beThat al this thing ne may yow not suffyse.My fader, as ye knowen wel, pardee,Is old, and elde is ful of coveityse.And I right now have founden al the gyse,With-oute net, wher-with I shal him hente;And herkeneth how, if that ye wole assente.197.Lo, Troilus, men seyn that hard it isThe wolf ful, and the wether hool to have;This is to seyn, that men ful ofte, y-wis,Mot spenden part, the remenaunt for to save.For ay with gold men may the herte graveOf him that set is up-on coveityse;And how I mene, I shal it yow devyse.198.The moeble which that I have in this tounUn-to my fader shal I take, and seye,That right for trust and for savaciounIt sent is from a freend of his or tweye,The whiche freendes ferventliche him preyeTo senden after more, and that in hye,Whyl that this toun stant thus in Iupartye.199.And that shal been an huge quantitee,Thus shal I seyn, but, lest it folk aspyde,This may be sent by no wight but by me;I shal eek shewen him, if pees bityde,What frendes that ich have on every sydeToward the court, to doon the wrathe paceOf Priamus, and doon him stonde in grace.200.So, what for o thing and for other, swete,I shal him so enchaunten with my sawes,That right in hevene his sowle is, shal he mete!For al Appollo, or his clerkes lawes,Or calculinge avayleth nought three hawes;Desyr of gold shal so his sowle blende,That, as me lyst, I shal wel make an ende.201.And if he wolde ought by his sort it preveIf that I lye, in certayn I shal fondeDistorben him, and plukke him by the sleve,Makinge his sort, and beren him on honde,He hath not wel the goddes understonde.For goddes speken in amphibologyes,And, for a sooth, they tellen twenty lyes.202.Eek drede fond first goddes, I suppose,Thus shal I seyn, and that his cowarde herteMade him amis the goddes text to glose,Whan he for ferde out of his Delphos sterte.And but I make him sone to converte,And doon my reed with-inne a day or tweye,I wol to yow oblige me to deye.’203.And treweliche, as writen wel I finde,That al this thing was seyd of good entente;And that hir herte trewe was and kindeTowardes him, and spak right as she mente,And that she starf for wo neigh, whan she wente,And was in purpos ever to be trewe;Thus writen they that of hir werkes knewe.204.This Troilus, with herte and eres spradde,Herde al this thing devysen to and fro;And verraylich him semed that he haddeThe selve wit; but yet to lete hir goHis herte misforyaf him ever-mo.But fynally, he gan his herte wresteTo trusten hir, and took it for the beste.205.For which the grete furie of his penaunceWas queynt with hope, and ther-with hem bitweneBigan for Ioye the amorouse daunce.And as the briddes, whan the sonne is shene,Delyten in hir song in leves grene,Right so the wordes that they spake y-fereDelyted hem, and made hir hertes clere.206.But natheles, the wending of Criseyde,For al this world, may nought out of his minde;For which ful ofte he pitously hir preyde,That of hir heste he might hir trewe finde.And seyde hir, ‘certes, if ye be unkinde,And but ye come at day set in-to Troye,Ne shal I never have hele, honour, ne Ioye.207.For al-so sooth as sonne up-rist on morwe,And, god! so wisly thou me, woful wrecche,To reste bringe out of this cruel sorwe,I wol my-selven slee if that ye drecche.But of my deeth though litel be to recche,Yet, er that ye me cause so to smerte,Dwel rather here, myn owene swete herte!208.For trewely, myn owene lady dere,Tho sleightes yet that I have herd yow stereFul shaply been to failen alle y-fere.For thus men seyn, “that oon thenketh the bere,But al another thenketh his ledere.”Your sire is wys, and seyd is, out of drede,“Men may the wyse at-renne, and not at-rede.”209.It is ful hard to halten unespyedBifore a crepul, for he can the craft;Your fader is in sleighte as Argus yëd;For al be that his moeble is him biraft,His olde sleighte is yet so with him laft,Ye shal not blende him for your womanhede,Ne feyne a-right, and that is al my drede.210.I noot if pees shal ever-mo bityde;But, pees or no, for ernest ne for game,I woot, sin Calkas on the Grekes sydeHath ones been, and lost so foule his name,He dar no more come here ayein for shame;For which that weye, for ought I can espye,To trusten on, nis but a fantasye.211.Ye shal eek seen, your fader shal yow gloseTo been a wyf, and as he can wel preche,He shal som Grek so preyse and wel alose,That ravisshen he shal yow with his speche,Or do yow doon by force as he shal teche.And Troilus, of whom ye nil han routhe,Shal causeles so sterven in his trouthe!212.And over al this, your fader shal despyseUs alle, and seyn this citee nis but lorn;And that thassege never shal aryse,For-why the Grekes han it alle swornTil we be slayn, and doun our walles torn.And thus he shal you with his wordes fere,That ay drede I, that ye wol bleve there.213.Ye shul eek seen so many a lusty knightA-mong the Grekes, ful of worthinesse,And eche of hem with herte, wit, and mightTo plesen yow don al his besinesse,That ye shul dullen of the rudenesseOf us sely Troianes, but-if routheRemorde yow, or vertue of your trouthe.214.And this to me so grevous is to thinke,That fro my brest it wol my soule rende;Ne dredeles, in me ther may not sinkeA good opinioun, if that ye wende;For-why your faderes sleighte wol us shende.And if ye goon, as I have told yow yore,So thenk I nam but deed, with-oute more.215.For which, with humble, trewe, and pitous herte,A thousand tymes mercy I yow preye;So reweth on myn aspre peynes smerte,And doth somwhat, as that I shal yow seye,And lat us stele away bitwixe us tweye;And thenk that folye is, whan man may chese,For accident his substaunce ay to lese.216.I mene this, that sin we mowe er dayWel stele away, and been to-gider so,What wit were it to putten in assay,In cas ye sholden to your fader go,If that ye mighte come ayein or no?Thus mene I, that it were a gret folyeTo putte that sikernesse in Iupartye.217.And vulgarly to speken of substaunceOf tresour, may we bothe with us ledeY-nough to live in honour and plesaunce,Til in-to tyme that we shul ben dede;And thus we may eschewen al this drede.For everich other wey ye can recorde,Myn herte, y-wis, may not ther-with acorde.218.And hardily, ne dredeth no poverte,For I have kin and freendes elles-whereThat, though we comen in our bare sherte,Us sholde neither lakke gold ne gere,But been honoured whyl we dwelten there.And go we anoon, for, as in myn entente,This is the beste, if that ye wole assente.’219.Criseyde, with a syk, right in this wyseAnswerde, ‘y-wis, my dere herte trewe,We may wel stele away, as ye devyse,And finde swiche unthrifty weyes newe;But afterward, ful sore it wol us rewe.And help me god so at my moste nedeAs causeles ye suffren al this drede!220.For thilke day that I for cherisshingeOr drede of fader, or of other wight,Or for estat, delyt, or for weddingeBe fals to yow, my Troilus, my knight,Saturnes doughter, Iuno, thorugh hir might,As wood as Athamante do me dwelleEternaly in Stix, the put of helle!221.And this on every god celestialI swere it yow, and eek on eche goddesse,On every Nymphe and deite infernal,On Satiry and Fauny more and lesse,That halve goddes been of wildernesse;And Attropos my threed of lyf to-bresteIf I be fals; now trowe me if thow leste!222.And thou, Simoys, that as an arwe clereThorugh Troye rennest ay downward to the see,Ber witnesse of this word that seyd is here,That thilke day that ich untrewe beTo Troilus, myn owene herte free,That thou retorne bakwarde to thy welle,And I with body and soule sinke in helle!223.But that ye speke, awey thus for to goAnd leten alle your freendes, god for-bede,For any womman, that ye sholden so,And namely, sin Troye hath now swich nedeOf help; and eek of o thing taketh hede,If this were wist, my lif laye in balaunce,And your honour; god shilde us fro mischaunce!224.And if so be that pees her-after take,As alday happeth, after anger, game,Why, lord! the sorwe and wo ye wolden make,That ye ne dorste come ayein for shame!And er that ye Iuparten so your name,Beth nought to hasty in this hote fare;For hasty man ne wanteth never care.225.What trowe ye the peple eek al abouteWolde of it seye? It is ful light to arede.They wolden seye, and swere it, out of doute,That love ne droof yow nought to doon this dede,But lust voluptuous and coward drede.Thus were al lost, y-wis, myn herte dere,Your honour, which that now shyneth so clere.226.And also thenketh on myn honestee,That floureth yet, how foule I sholde it shende,And with what filthe it spotted sholde be,If in this forme I sholde with yow wende.Ne though I livede un-to the worldes ende,My name sholde I never ayeinward winne;Thus were I lost, and that were routhe and sinne.227.And for-thy slee with reson al this hete;Men seyn, “the suffraunt overcometh,” pardee;Eek “who-so wol han leef, he leef mot lete;”Thus maketh vertue of necessiteeBy pacience, and thenk that lord is heOf fortune ay, that nought wol of hir recche;And she ne daunteth no wight but a wrecche.228.And trusteth this, that certes, herte swete,Er Phebus suster, Lucina the shene,The Leoun passe out of this Ariete,I wol ben here, with-outen any wene.I mene, as helpe me Iuno, hevenes quene,The tenthe day, but-if that deeth me assayle,I wol yow seen, with-outen any fayle.’229.‘And now, so this be sooth,’ quod Troilus,‘I shal wel suffre un-to the tenthe day,Sin that I see that nede it moot be thus.But, for the love of god, if it be may,So lat us stele prively away;For ever in oon, as for to live in reste,Myn herte seyth that it wol been the beste.’230.‘O mercy, god, what lyf is this?’ quod she;‘Allas, ye slee me thus for verray tene!I see wel now that ye mistrusten me;For by your wordes it is wel y-sene.Now, for the love of Cynthia the shene,Mistrust me not thus causeles, for routhe;Sin to be trewe I have yow plight my trouthe.231.And thenketh wel, that som tyme it is witTo spende a tyme, a tyme for to winne;Ne, pardee, lorn am I nought fro yow yit,Though that we been a day or two a-twinne.Dryf out the fantasyes yow with-inne;And trusteth me, and leveth eek your sorwe,Or here my trouthe, I wol not live til morwe.232.For if ye wiste how sore it doth me smerte,Ye wolde cesse of this; for god, thou wost,The pure spirit wepeth in myn herte,To see yow wepen that I love most,And that I moot gon to the Grekes ost.Ye, nere it that I wiste remedyeTo come ayein, right here I wolde dye!233.But certes, I am not so nyce a wightThat I ne can imaginen a wayTo come ayein that day that I have hight.For who may holde thing that wol a-way?My fader nought, for al his queynte pley.And by my thrift, my wending out of TroyeAnother day shal torne us alle to Ioye.234.For-thy, with al myn herte I yow beseke,If that yow list don ought for my preyere,And for the love which that I love yow eke,That er that I departe fro yow here,That of so good a comfort and a chereI may you seen, that ye may bringe at resteMyn herte, which that is at point to breste.235.And over al this, I pray yow,’ quod she tho,‘Myn owene hertes soothfast suffisaunce,Sin I am thyn al hool, with-outen mo,That whyl that I am absent, no plesaunceOf othere do me fro your remembraunce.For I am ever a-gast, for-why men rede,That “love is thing ay ful of bisy drede.”236.For in this world ther liveth lady noon,If that ye were untrewe, as god defende!That so bitraysed were or wo bigoonAs I, that alle trouthe in yow entende.And douteles, if that ich other wende,I nere but deed; and er ye cause finde,For goddes love, so beth me not unkinde.’237.To this answerde Troilus and seyde,‘Now god, to whom ther nis no cause y-wrye,Me glade, as wis I never un-to Criseyde,Sin thilke day I saw hir first with yë,Was fals, ne never shal til that I dye.At shorte wordes, wel ye may me leve;I can no more, it shal be founde at preve.’238.‘Graunt mercy, goode myn, y-wis,’ quod she,‘And blisful Venus lat me never sterveEr I may stonde of plesaunce in degreeTo quyte him wel, that so wel can deserve;And whyl that god my wit wol me conserve,I shal so doon, so trewe I have yow founde,That ay honour to me-ward shal rebounde.239.For trusteth wel, that your estat royalNe veyn delyt, nor only worthinesseOf yow in werre, or torney marcial,Ne pompe, array, nobley, or eek richesse,Ne made me to rewe on your distresse;But moral vertue, grounded upon trouthe,That was the cause I first hadde on yow routhe!240.Eek gentil herte and manhod that ye hadde,And that ye hadde, as me thoughte, in despytEvery thing that souned in-to badde,As rudenesse and poeplish appetyt;And that your reson brydled your delyt,This made, aboven every creature,That I was your, and shal, whyl I may dure.241.And this may lengthe of yeres not for-do,Ne remuable fortune deface;But Iuppiter, that of his might may doThe sorwful to be glad, so yeve us grace,Er nightes ten, to meten in this place,So that it may your herte and myn suffyse;And fareth now wel, for tyme is that ye ryse.’242.And after that they longe y-pleyned hadde,And ofte y-kist and streite in armes folde,The day gan ryse, and Troilus him cladde,And rewfulliche his lady gan biholde,As he that felte dethes cares colde.And to hir grace he gan him recomaunde;Wher him was wo, this holde I no demaunde.243.For mannes heed imaginen ne can,Ne entendement considere, ne tonge telleThe cruel peynes of this sorwful man,That passen every torment doun in helle.For whan he saugh that she ne mighte dwelle,Which that his soule out of his herte rente,With-outen more, out of the chaumbre he wente.