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THE WAGGONER

CANTO FIRST ‘TIS spent–this burning day of June! Soft darkness o’er its latest gleams is stealing; The buzzing dor-hawk, round and round, is wheeling,– That solitary bird Is all that can be heard In silence deeper far than that of deepest noon! Confiding Glow-worms, ’tis a night Propitious to your earth-born light! But, where the scattered stars are seen In hazy straits the clouds between, 10 Each, in his station twinkling not, Seems changed into a pallid spot. The mountains against heaven’s grave weight Rise up, and grow to wondrous height. The air, as in a lion’s den, Is close and hot;–and now and then Comes a tired and sultry breeze With a haunting and a panting, Like the stifling of disease; But the dews allay the heat, 20 And the silence makes it sweet. Hush, there is some one on the stir! ‘Tis Benjamin the Waggoner; Who long hath trod this toilsome way, Companion of the night and day. That far-off tinkling’s drowsy cheer, Mixed with a faint yet grating sound In a moment lost and found, The Wain announces–by whose side Along the banks of Rydal Mere 30 He paces on, a trusty Guide,– Listen! you can scarcely hear! Hither he his course is bending;– Now he leaves the lower ground, And up the craggy hill ascending Many a stop and stay he makes, Many a breathing-fit he takes;– Steep the way and wearisome, Yet all the while his whip is dumb! The Horses have worked with right good-will, 40 And so have gained the top of the hill; He was patient, they were strong, And now they smoothly glide along, Recovering breath, and pleased to win The praises of mild Benjamin. Heaven shield him from mishap and snare! But why so early with this prayer?– Is it for threatenings in the sky? Or for some other danger nigh? No; none is near him yet, though he 50 Be one of much infirmity; For at the bottom of the brow, Where once the DOVE and OLIVE-BOUGH Offered a greeting of good ale To all who entered Grasmere Vale; And called on him who must depart To leave it with a jovial heart; There, where the DOVE and OLIVE-BOUGH Once hung, a Poet harbours now, A simple water-drinking Bard; 60 Why need our Hero then (though frail His best resolves) be on his guard? He marches by, secure and bold; Yet while he thinks on times of old, It seems that all looks wondrous cold; He shrugs his shoulders, shakes his head, And, for the honest folk within, It is a doubt with Benjamin Whether they be alive or dead! ‘Here’ is no danger,–none at all! 70 Beyond his wish he walks secure; But pass a mile–and ‘then’ for trial,— Then for the pride of self-denial; If he resist that tempting door, Which with such friendly voice will call; If he resist those casement panes, And that bright gleam which thence will fall Upon his Leaders’ bells and manes, Inviting him with cheerful lure: For still, though all be dark elsewhere, 80 Some shining notice will be ‘there’, Of open house and ready fare. The place to Benjamin right well Is known, and by as strong a spell As used to be that sign of love And hope–the OLIVE-BOUGH and DOVE; He knows it to his cost, good Man! Who does not know the famous SWAN? Object uncouth! and yet our boast, For it was painted by the Host; 90 His own conceit the figure planned, ‘Twas coloured all by his own hand; And that frail Child of thirsty clay, Of whom I sing this rustic lay, Could tell with self-dissatisfaction Quaint stories of the bird’s attraction! Well! that is past–and in despite Of open door and shining light. And now the conqueror essays The long ascent of Dunmail-raise; 100 And with his team is gentle here As when he clomb from Rydal Mere; His whip they do not dread–his voice They only hear it to rejoice. To stand or go is at ‘their’ pleasure; Their efforts and their time they measure By generous pride within the breast; And, while they strain, and while they rest, He thus pursues his thoughts at leisure. Now am I fairly safe to-night– 110 And with proud cause my heart is light: I trespassed lately worse than ever– But Heaven has blest a good endeavour; And, to my soul’s content, I find The evil One is left behind. Yes, let my master fume and fret, Here am I–with my horses yet! My jolly team, he finds that ye Will work for nobody but me! Full proof of this the Country gained; 120 It knows how ye were vexed and strained, And forced unworthy stripes to bear, When trusted to another’s care. Here was it–on this rugged slope, Which now ye climb with heart and hope, I saw you, between rage and fear, Plunge, and fling back a spiteful ear, And ever more and more confused, As ye were more and more abused: As chance would have it, passing by 130 I saw you in that jeopardy: A word from me was like a charm; Ye pulled together with one mind; And your huge burthen, safe from harm, Moved like a vessel in the wind! –Yes, without me, up hills so high ‘Tis vain to strive for mastery. Then grieve not, jolly team! though tough The road we travel, steep, and rough; Though Rydal-heights and Dunmail-raise, 140 And all their fellow banks and braes, Full often make you stretch and strain, And halt for breath and halt again, Yet to their sturdiness ’tis owing That side by side we still are going! While Benjamin in earnest mood His meditations thus pursued, A storm, which had been smothered long, Was growing inwardly more strong; And, in its struggles to get free, 150 Was busily employed as he. The thunder had begun to growl– He heard not, too intent of soul; The air was now without a breath– He marked not that ’twas still as death. But soon large rain-drops on his head Fell with the weight of drops of lead;– He starts–and takes, at the admonition, A sage survey of his condition. The road is black before his eyes, 160 Glimmering faintly where it lies; Black is the sky–and every hill, Up to the sky, is blacker still– Sky, hill, and dale, one dismal room, Hung round and overhung with gloom; Save that above a single height Is to be seen a lurid light, Above Helm-crag–a streak half dead, A burning of portentous red; And near that lurid light, full well 170 The ASTROLOGER, sage Sidrophel, Where at his desk and book he sits, Puzzling aloft his curious wits; He whose domain is held in common With no one but the ANCIENT WOMAN, Cowering beside her rifted cell, As if intent on magic spell;– Dread pair, that, spite of wind and weather, Still sit upon Helm-crag together! The ASTROLOGER was not unseen 180 By solitary Benjamin; But total darkness came anon, And he and everything was gone: And suddenly a ruffling breeze, (That would have rocked the sounding trees Had aught of sylvan growth been there) Swept through the Hollow long and bare: The rain rushed down–the road was battered, As with the force of billows shattered; The horses are dismayed, nor know 190 Whether they should stand or go; And Benjamin is groping near them Sees nothing, and can scarcely hear them. He is astounded,–wonder not,– With such a charge in such a spot; Astounded in the mountain gap With thunder-peals, clap after clap, Close-treading on the silent flashes– And somewhere, as he thinks, by crashes Among the rocks; with weight of rain, 200 And sullen motions long and slow, That to a dreary distance go– Till, breaking in upon the dying strain, A rending o’er his head begins the fray again. Meanwhile, uncertain what to do, And oftentimes compelled to halt, The horses cautiously pursue Their way, without mishap or fault; And now have reached that pile of stones, Heaped over brave King Dunmail’s bones; 210 His who had once supreme command, Last king of rocky Cumberland; His bones, and those of all his Power Slain here in a disastrous hour! When, passing through this narrow strait, Stony, and dark, and desolate, Benjamin can faintly hear A voice that comes from some one near, A female voice–Whoe’er you be, Stop,” it exclaimed, “and pity me!” 220 And, less in pity than in wonder, Amid the darkness and the thunder, The Waggoner, with prompt command, Summons his horses to a stand. While, with increasing agitation, The Woman urged her supplication, In rueful words, with sobs between– The voice of tears that fell unseen; There came a flash–a startling glare, And all Seat-Sandal was laid bare! 230 ‘Tis not a time for nice suggestion, And Benjamin, without a question, Taking her for some way-worn rover, Said, “Mount, and get you under cover!” Another voice, in tone as hoarse As a swoln brook with rugged course, Cried out, “Good brother, why so fast? I’ve had a glimpse of you–‘avast!’ Or, since it suits you to be civil, Take her at once–for good and evil!” 240 “It is my Husband,” softly said The Woman, as if half afraid: By this time she was snug within, Through help of honest Benjamin; She and her Babe, which to her breast With thankfulness the Mother pressed; And now the same strong voice more near Said cordially, “My Friend, what cheer? Rough doings these! as God’s my judge, The sky owes somebody a grudge! 250 We’ve had in half an hour or less A twelvemonth’s terror and distress!” Then Benjamin entreats the Man Would mount, too, quickly as he can: The Sailor–Sailor now no more, But such he had been heretofore– To courteous Benjamin replied, “Go you your way, and mind not me; For I must have, whate’er betide, My Ass and fifty things beside,– 260 Go, and I’ll follow speedily!” The Waggon moves–and with its load Descends along the sloping road; And the rough Sailor instantly Turns to a little tent hard by: For when, at closing-in of day, The family had come that way, Green pasture and the soft warm air Tempted them to settle there.– Green is the grass for beast to graze, 270 Around the stones of Dunmail-raise! The Sailor gathers up his bed, Takes down the canvas overhead; And, after farewell to the place, A parting word–though not of grace, Pursues, with Ass and all his store, The way the Waggon went before. CANTO SECOND IF Wytheburn’s modest House of prayer, As lowly as the lowliest dwelling, Had, with its belfry’s humble stock, 280 A little pair that hang in air, Been mistress also of a clock, (And one, too, not in crazy plight) Twelve strokes that clock would have been telling Under the brow of old Helvellyn– Its bead-roll of midnight, Then, when the Hero of my tale Was passing by, and, down the vale (The vale now silent, hushed I ween As if a storm had never been) 290 Proceeding with a mind at ease; While the old Familiar of the seas, Intent to use his utmost haste, Gained ground upon the Waggon fast, And gives another lusty cheer; For spite of rumbling of the wheels, A welcome greeting he can hear;– It is a fiddle in its glee Dinning from the CHERRY TREE! Thence the sound–the light is there– 300 As Benjamin is now aware, Who, to his inward thoughts confined, Had almost reached the festive door, When, startled by the Sailor’s roar, He hears a sound and sees a light, And in a moment calls to mind That ’tis the village MERRY-NIGHT! Although before in no dejection, At this insidious recollection His heart with sudden joy is filled,– 310 His ears are by the music thrilled, His eyes take pleasure in the road Glittering before him bright and broad; And Benjamin is wet and cold, And there are reasons manifold That make the good, tow’rds which he’s yearning, Look fairly like a lawful earning. Nor has thought time to come and go, To vibrate between yes and no; For, cries the Sailor, “Glorious chance 320 That blew us hither!–let him dance, Who can or will!–my honest soul, Our treat shall be a friendly bowl!” He draws him to the door–“Come in, Come, come,” cries he to Benjamin! And Benjamin–ah, woe is me! Gave the word–the horses heard And halted, though reluctantly. “Blithe souls and lightsome hearts have we, Feasting at the CHERRY TREE!” 330 This was the outside proclamation, This was the inside salutation; What bustling–jostling–high and low! A universal overflow! What tankards foaming from the tap! What store of cakes in every lap! What thumping–stumping–overhead! The thunder had not been more busy: With such a stir you would have said, This little place may well be dizzy! 340 ‘Tis who can dance with greatest vigour– ‘Tis what can be most prompt and eager; As if it heard the fiddle’s call, The pewter clatters on the wall; The very bacon shows its feeling, Swinging from the smoky ceiling! A steaming bowl, a blazing fire, What greater good can heart desire? ‘Twere worth a wise man’s while to try The utmost anger of the sky: 350 To ‘seek’ for thoughts of a gloomy cast, If such the bright amends at last. Now should you say I judge amiss, The CHERRY TREE shows proof of this; For soon of all the happy there, Our Travellers are the happiest pair; All care with Benjamin is gone– A Caesar past the Rubicon! He thinks not of his long, long strife;– The Sailor, Man by nature gay, 360 Hath no resolves to throw away; And he hath now forgot his Wife, Hath quite forgotten her–or may be Thinks her the luckiest soul on earth, Within that warm and peaceful berth, Under cover, Terror over, Sleeping by her sleeping Baby, With bowl that sped from hand to hand, The gladdest of the gladsome band, 370 Amid their own delight and fun, They hear–when every dance is done, When every whirling bout is o’er– The fiddle’s ‘squeak‘–that call to bliss, Ever followed by a kiss; They envy not the happy lot, But enjoy their own the more! While thus our jocund Travellers fare, Up springs the Sailor from his chair– Limps (for I might have told before 380 That he was lame) across the floor– Is gone–returns–and with a prize; With what?–a Ship of lusty size; A gallant stately Man-of-war, Fixed on a smoothly-sliding car. Surprise to all, but most surprise To Benjamin, who rubs his eyes, Not knowing that he had befriended A Man so gloriously attended! “This,” cries the Sailor, “a Third-rate is– 390 Stand back, and you shall see her gratis! This was the Flag-ship at the Nile, The Vanguard–you may smirk and smile, But, pretty Maid, if you look near, You’ll find you’ve much in little here! A nobler ship did never swim, And you shall see her in full trim: I’ll set, my friends, to do you honour, Set every inch of sail upon her.” So said, so done; and masts, sails, yards, 400 He names them all; and interlards His speech with uncouth terms of art, Accomplished in the showman’s part; And then, as from a sudden check, Cries out–“‘Tis there, the quarter-deck On which brave Admiral Nelson stood– A sight that would have roused your blood! One eye he had, which, bright as ten, Burned like a fire among his men; Let this be land, and that be sea, 410 Here lay the French–and ‘thus’ came we!” Hushed was by this the fiddle’s sound, The dancers all were gathered round, And, such the stillness of the house, You might have heard a nibbling mouse; While, borrowing helps where’er he may, The Sailor through the story runs Of ships to ships and guns to guns; And does his utmost to display The dismal conflict, and the might 420 And terror of that marvellous night! “A bowl, a bowl of double measure,” Cries Benjamin, “a draught of length, To Nelson, England’s pride and treasure, Her bulwark and her tower of strength!” When Benjamin had seized the bowl, The mastiff, from beneath the waggon, Where he lay, watchful as a dragon, Rattled his chain;–’twas all in vain, For Benjamin, triumphant soul! 430 He heard the monitory growl; Heard–and in opposition quaffed A deep, determined, desperate draught! Nor did the battered Tar forget, Or flinch from what he deemed his debt: Then, like a hero crowned with laurel, Back to her place the ship he led; Wheeled her back in full apparel; And so, flag flying at mast head, Re-yoked her to the Ass:–anon, 440 Cries Benjamin, “We must be gone. Thus, after two hours’ hearty stay, Again behold them on their way! CANTO THIRD RIGHT gladly had the horses stirred, When they the wished-for greeting heard, The whip’s loud notice from the door, That they were free to move once more. You think, those doings must have bred In them disheartening doubts and dread; No, not a horse of all the eight, 450 Although it be a moonless night, Fears either for himself or freight; For this they know (and let it hide, In part, the offences of their guide) That Benjamin, with clouded brains, Is worth the best with all their pains; And, if they had a prayer to make, The prayer would be that they may take With him whatever comes in course, The better fortune or the worse; 460 That no one else may have business near them, And, drunk or sober, he may steer them. So, forth in dauntless mood they fare, And with them goes the guardian pair. Now, heroes, for the true commotion, The triumph of your late devotion Can aught on earth impede delight, Still mounting to a higher height; And higher still–a greedy flight! Can any low-born care pursue her, 470 Can any mortal clog come to her? No notion have they–not a thought, That is from joyless regions brought! And, while they coast the silent lake, Their inspiration I partake; Share their empyreal spirits–yea, With their enraptured vision, see– O fancy–what a jubilee! What shifting pictures–clad in gleams Of colour bright as feverish dreams! 480 Earth, spangled sky, and lake serene, Involved and restless all–a scene Pregnant with mutual exaltation, Rich change, and multiplied creation! This sight to me the Muse imparts;– And then, what kindness in their hearts! What tears of rapture, what vow-making, Profound entreaties, and hand-shaking! What solemn, vacant, interlacing, As if they’d fall asleep embracing! 490 Then, in the turbulence of glee, And in the excess of amity, Says Benjamin, “That Ass of thine, He spoils thy sport, and hinders mine: If he were tethered to the waggon, He’d drag as well what he is dragging, And we, as brother should with brother, Might trudge it alongside each other!” Forthwith, obedient to command, The horses made a quiet stand; 500 And to the waggon’s skirts was tied The Creature, by the Mastiff’s side, The Mastiff wondering, and perplext With dread of what will happen next; And thinking it but sorry cheer, To have such company so near! This new arrangement made, the Wain Through the still night proceeds again; No Moon hath risen her light to lend; But indistinctly may be kenned 510 The VANGUARD, following close behind, Sails spread, as if to catch the wind! “Thy wife and child are snug and warm, Thy ship will travel without harm; I like,” said Benjamin, “her shape and stature: And this of mine–this bulky creature Of which I have the steering–this, Seen fairly, is not much amiss! We want your streamers, friend, you know; But, altogether as we go, 520 We make a kind of handsome show! Among these hills, from first to last, We’ve weathered many a furious blast; Hard passage forcing on, with head Against the storm, and canvas spread. I hate a boaster; but to thee Will say’t, who know’st both land and sea, The unluckiest hulk that stems the brine Is hardly worse beset than mine, When cross-winds on her quarter beat; 530 And, fairly lifted from my feet, I stagger onward–heaven knows how; But not so pleasantly as now: Poor pilot I, by snows confounded, And many a foundrous pit surrounded! Yet here we are, by night and day Grinding through rough and smooth our way; Through foul and fair our task fulfilling; And long shall be so yet–God willing!” “Ay,” said the Tar, “through fair and foul– 540 But save us from yon screeching owl!” That instant was begun a fray Which called their thoughts another way: The mastiff, ill-conditioned carl! What must he do but growl and snarl, Still more and more dissatisfied With the meek comrade at his side! Till, not incensed though put to proof, The Ass, uplifting a hind hoof, Salutes the Mastiff on the head; 550 And so were better manners bred, And all was calmed and quieted. “Yon screech-owl,” says the Sailor, turning Back to his former cause of mourning, “Yon owl!–pray God that all be well! ‘Tis worse than any funeral bell; As sure as I’ve the gift of sight, We shall be meeting ghosts to-night!” –Said Benjamin, “This whip shall lay A thousand, if they cross our way. 560 I know that Wanton’s noisy station, I know him and his occupation; The jolly bird hath learned his cheer Upon the banks of Windermere; Where a tribe of them make merry, Mocking the Man that keeps the ferry; Hallooing from an open throat, Like travellers shouting for a boat. –The tricks he learned at Windermere This vagrant owl is playing here– 570 That is the worst of his employment: He’s at the top of his enjoyment!” This explanation stilled the alarm, Cured the foreboder like a charm; This, and the manner, and the voice, Summoned the Sailor to rejoice; His heart is up–he fears no evil From life or death, from man or devil; He wheels–and, making many stops, Brandished his crutch against the mountain tops; 580 And, while he talked of blows and scars, Benjamin, among the stars, Beheld a dancing–and a glancing; Such retreating and advancing As, I ween, was never seen In bloodiest battle since the days of Mars! CANTO FOURTH THUS they, with freaks of proud delight, Beguile the remnant of the night; And many a snatch of jovial song Regales them as they wind along; 590 While to the music, from on high, The echoes make a glad reply.– But the sage Muse the revel heeds No farther than her story needs; Nor will she servilely attend The loitering journey to its end. –Blithe spirits of her own impel The Muse, who scents the morning air, To take of this transported pair A brief and unreproved farewell; 600 To quit the slow-paced waggon’s side, And wander down yon hawthorn dell, With murmuring Greta for her guide. –There doth she ken the awful form Of Raven-crag–black as a storm– Glimmering through the twilight pale; And Ghimmer-crag, his tall twin brother, Each peering forth to meet the other:– And, while she roves through St. John’s Vale, Along the smooth unpathwayed plain, 610 By sheep-track or through cottage lane, Where no disturbance comes to intrude Upon the pensive solitude, Her unsuspecting eye, perchance, With the rude shepherd’s favoured glance, Beholds the faeries in array, Whose party-coloured garments gay The silent company betray: Red, green, and blue; a moment’s sight! For Skiddaw-top with rosy light 620 Is touched–and all the band take flight. –Fly also, Muse! and from the dell Mount to the ridge of Nathdale Fell; Thence, look thou forth o’er wood and lawn Hoar with the frost-like dews of dawn; Across yon meadowy bottom look, Where close fogs hide their parent brook; And see, beyond that hamlet small, The ruined towers of Threlkeld-hall, Lurking in a double shade, 630 By trees and lingering twilight made! There, at Blencathara’s rugged feet, Sir Lancelot gave a safe retreat To noble Clifford; from annoy Concealed the persecuted boy, Well pleased in rustic garb to feed His flock, and pipe on shepherd’s reed Among this multitude of hills, Crags, woodlands, waterfalls, and rills; Which soon the morning shall enfold, 640 From east to west, in ample vest Of massy gloom and radiance bold. The mists, that o’er the streamlet’s bed Hung low, begin to rise and spread; Even while I speak, their skirts of grey Are smitten by a silver ray; And lo!–up Castrigg’s naked steep (Where, smoothly urged, the vapours sweep Along–and scatter and divide, Like fleecy clouds self-multiplied) 650 The stately waggon is ascending, With faithful Benjamin attending, Apparent now beside his team– Now lost amid a glittering steam: And with him goes his Sailor-friend, By this time near their journey’s end; And, after their high-minded riot, Sickening into thoughtful quiet; As if the morning’s pleasant hour Had for their joys a killing power. 660 And, sooth, for Benjamin a vein Is opened of still deeper pain As if his heart by notes were stung From out the lowly hedge-rows flung; As if the Warbler lost in light Reproved his soarings of the night, In strains of rapture pure and holy Upbraided his distempered folly. Drooping is he, his step is dull; But the horses stretch and pull; 670 With increasing vigour climb, Eager to repair lost time; Whether, by their own desert, Knowing what cause there is for shame, They are labouring to avert As much as may be of the blame, Which, they foresee, must soon alight Upon ‘his’ head, whom, in despite Of all his failings, they love best; Whether for him they are distrest, 680 Or, by length of fasting roused, Are impatient to be housed: Up against the hill they strain Tugging at the iron chain, Tugging all with might and main, Last and foremost, every horse To the utmost of his force! And the smoke and respiration, Rising like an exhalation, Blend with the mist–a moving shroud 690 To form, an undissolving cloud; Which, with slant ray, the merry sun Takes delight to play upon. Never golden-haired Apollo, Pleased some favourite chief to follow Through accidents of peace or war, In a perilous moment threw Around the object of his care Veil of such celestial hue; Interposed so bright a screen– 700 Him and his enemies between! Alas! what boots it?–who can hide, When the malicious Fates are bent On working out an ill intent? Can destiny be turned aside? No–sad progress of my story! Benjamin, this outward glory Cannot shield thee from thy Master, Who from Keswick has pricked forth, Sour and surly as the north; 710 And, in fear of some disaster, Comes to give what help he may, And to hear what thou canst say; If, as needs he must forebode, Thou hast been loitering on the road! His fears, his doubts, may now take flight– The wished-for object is in sight; Yet, trust the Muse, it rather hath Stirred him up to livelier wrath; Which he stifles, moody man! 720 With all the patience that he can; To the end that, at your meeting, He may give thee decent greeting. There he is–resolved to stop, Till the waggon gains the top; But stop he cannot–must advance: Him Benjamin, with lucky glance, Espies–and instantly is ready, Self-collected, poised, and steady: And, to be the better seen, 730 Issues from his radiant shroud, From his close-attending cloud, With careless air and open mien. Erect his port, and firm his going; So struts yon cock that now is crowing; And the morning light in grace Strikes upon his lifted face, Hurrying the pallid hue away That might his trespasses betray. But what can all avail to clear him, 740 Or what need of explanation, Parley or interrogation? For the Master sees, alas! That unhappy Figure near him, Limping o’er the dewy grass, Where the road it fringes, sweet, Soft and cool to way-worn feet; And, O indignity! an Ass, By his noble Mastiff’s side, Tethered to the waggon’s tail: 750 And the ship, in all her pride, Following after in full sail! Not to speak of babe and mother; Who, contented with each other, And snug as birds in leafy arbour, Find, within, a blessed harbour! With eager eyes the Master pries; Looks in and out, and through and through; Says nothing–till at last he spies A wound upon the Mastiff’s head, 760 A wound, where plainly might be read What feats an Ass’s hoof can do! But drop the rest:–this aggravation, This complicated provocation, A hoard of grievances unsealed; All past forgiveness it repealed; And thus, and through distempered blood On both sides, Benjamin the good, The patient, and the tender-hearted, Was from his team and waggon parted; 770 When duty of that day was o’er, Laid down his whip–and served no more,– Nor could the waggon long survive, Which Benjamin had ceased to drive: It lingered on;–guide after guide Ambitiously the office tried; But each unmanageable hill Called for ‘his’ patience and ‘his’ skill;– And sure it is, that through this night, And what the morning brought to light, 780 Two losses had we to sustain, We lost both WAGGONER and WAIN! _____________ Accept, O Friend, for praise or blame, The gift of this adventurous song; A record which I dared to frame, Though timid scruples checked me long; They checked me–and I left the theme Untouched–in spite of many a gleam Of fancy which thereon was shed, Like pleasant sunbeams shifting still 790 Upon the side of a distant hill: But Nature might not be gainsaid; For what I have and what I miss I sing of these;–it makes my bliss! Nor is it I who play the part, But a shy spirit in my heart, That comes and goes–will sometimes leap From hiding-places ten years deep; Or haunts me with familiar face, Returning, like a ghost unlaid, 800 Until the debt I owe be paid. Forgive me, then; for I had been On friendly terms with this Machine: In him, while he was wont to trace Our roads, through many a long year’s space, A living almanack had we; We had a speaking diary, That in this uneventful place Gave to the days a mark and name By which we knew them when they came. 810 –Yes, I, and all about me here, Through all the changes of the year, Had seen him through the mountains go, In pomp of mist or pomp of snow, Majestically huge and slow: Or, with a milder grace adorning The landscape of a summer’s morning; While Grasmere smoothed her liquid plain The moving image to detain; And mighty Fairfield, with a chime 820 Of echoes, to his march kept time; When little other business stirred, And little other sound was heard; In that delicious hour of balm, Stillness, solitude, and calm, While yet the valley is arrayed, On this side with a sober shade; On that is prodigally bright– Crag, lawn, and wood–with rosy light. –But most of all, thou Lordly Wain! 830 I wish to have thee here again, When windows flap and chimney roars, And all is dismal out of doors; And, sitting by my fire, I see Eight sorry carts, no less a train; Unworthy successors of thee, Come straggling through the wind and rain! And oft, as they pass slowly on, Beneath my windows, one by one, See, perched upon the naked height 840 The summit of a cumbrous freight, A single traveller–and there Another; then perhaps a pair– The lame, the sickly, and the old; Men, women, heartless with the cold; And babes in wet and starveling plight Which once, be weather as it might, Had still a nest within a nest, Thy shelter–and their mother’s breast! Then most of all, then far the most, 850 Do I regret what we have lost; Am grieved for that unhappy sin Which robbed us of good Benjamin; And of his stately Charge, which none Could keep alive when He was gone! 1805.