William Stanley Braithwaite, ed. The Book of Georgian Verse. 1909.
Sir Eustace GreyGeorge Crabbe (17541832)
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By views of wo we cannot heal;
Long shall I see these things forlorn,
And oft again their griefs shall feel,
As each upon the mind shall steal;
That wan projector’s mystic style,
That lumpish idiot leering by,
That peevish idler’s ceaseless wile,
And that poor maiden’s half-form’d smile,
While struggling for the full-drawn sigh!—
Then speed to happier scenes thy way,
When thou hast view’d, what yet remain,
The ruins of Sir Eustace Grey,
The sport of madness, misery’s prey.
But he will no historian need;
His cares, his crimes, will he display,
And show (as one from frenzy freed)
The proud-lost mind, the rash-done deed.
Approach; he’ll bid thee welcome there;
Will sometimes for his servant call,
And sometimes point the vacant chair:
He can, with free and easy air,
Appear attentive and polite;
Can veil his woes in manners fair,
And pity with respect excite.
My learned physician, and a friend,
Their pleasures quit, and to visit one
Who cannot to their ease attend,
Nor joys bestow, not comforts lend,
As when I lived so bless’d, so well,
And dreamt not I must soon contend
With those malignant powers of hell.
A very child, but one of wo,
Whom you should pity, not reprove:—
But men at ease, who never strove
With passions wild, will calmly show
How soon we may their ills remove,
And masters of their madness grow.
(Time flies, I know not how, away;)—
The sun upon no happier shone,
Nor prouder man, than Eustace Grey.
Ask where you would, and all would say,
The man admired and praised of all,
By rich and poor, by grave and gay,
Was the young lord of Greyling Hall.
Was nobly form’d, as man might be;
For sickness then, of all my wealth,
I never gave a single fee:
The ladies fair, the maidens free,
Were all accustomed then to say,
Who would a handsome figure see
Should look upon Sir Eustace Grey.
A cheerful eye and accent bland;
His very speech and manner spoke
The generous heart, the open hand;
About him all was gay or grand,
He had the praise of great and small;
He bought, improved, projected, plann’d,
And reign’d a prince at Greyling Hall.
All praise (to speak her worth) is faint;
Her manners show’d the yielding dove,
Her morals, the seraphic saint;
She never breathed nor look’d complaint;
No equal upon earth had she:—
Now, what is this fair thing I paint?
Alas! as all that live shall be.
And him my bosom’s friend I had:—
Oh! I was rich in very truth,
It made me proud—it made me mad!—
Yes, I was lost—but there was cause!—
Where stood my tale?—I cannot find—
But I had all mankind’s applause,
And all the smiles of womankind.
A gracious girl, a glorious boy;
Yet more to swell my full-blown pride,
To varnish higher my fading joy,
Pleasures were ours without alloy,
Nay, Paradise,—till my frail Eve
Our bliss was tempted to destroy,
Deceived and fated to deceive.
When I was loved, admired, caress’d,
There was within each secret crime,
Unfelt, uncancell’d, unconfess’d:
I never then my God address’d,
In grateful praise or humble prayer;
And, if His Word was not my jest,
(Dread thought!) it never was my care.
If that all-piercing eye could see;
If He who looks all worlds throughout,
Would so minute and careful be,
As to perceive and punish me:—
With man I would be great and high,
But with my God so lost, that He,
In his large view, should pass me by.
Bless’d far beyond the vulgar lot;
Of all that gladdens human life,
Where was the good, that I had not?
But my vile heart had sinful spot,
And Heaven beheld its deep’ning stain;
Eternal justice I forgot,
And mercy sought not to obtain.
Alas! ’tis known to all the crowd,
Her guilty love was all confess’d,
And his, who so much truth avowed,
My faithless friend’s.—In pleasure proud
I sat, when these cursed tidings came;
Their guilt, their flight was told aloud,
And Envy smiled to hear my shame!
She came:—Can I the deed forget?
I held the sword, th’ accursed sword,
The blood of his false heart made wet;
And that fair victim paid her debt;
She pined, she died, she loath’d to live;—
I saw her dying—see her yet:
Fair fallen thing! my rage forgive!
Were left; could I my fears remove,
Sad fears that check’d each fond caress,
And poison’d all parental love?
Yet that with jealous feelings strove,
And would at last have won my will,
Had I not, wretch! been doom’d to prove
Th’ extremes of mortal good and ill.
They droop’d: as flowers when blighted bow,
The dire infection came.—They died,
And I was cursed—as I am now.—
Nay, frown not, angry friend—allow
That I was deeply, sorely tried;
Hear then, and you must wonder how
I could such storms and strifes abide.
When they afflict this earthly globe;
But such as with their terrors shake
Man’s breast, and to the bottom probe:
They make the hypocrite disrobe,
They try us all, if false or true;
For this, one devil had pow’r on Job;
And I was long the slave of two.
Collect thy thoughts—go calmly on.—
I was,—thou know’st—I was begone,
Like him who filled the eastern throne,
To whom the Watcher cried aloud;
That royal wretch of Babylon,
Who was so guilty and so proud.
I, in my state, my comforts sought;
Delight and praise I hoped to find,
In what I builded, planted, bought!
Oh! arrogance! by misery taught—
Soon came a voice! I felt it come:
‘Full be his cup, with evil fraught,
Demons his guides, and death his doom!’
Two fiends of darkness led my way;
They waked me early, watch’d me late,
My dread by night, my plague by day!
Oh! I was made their sport, their play,
Through many a stormy troubled year;
And how they used their passive prey
Is sad to tell;—but you shall hear.
Through this unpitying world to run,
They robb’d Sir Eustace of his worth,
Lands, manors, lordships, every one;
So was that gracious man undone,
Was spurn’d as vile, was scorn’d as poor,
Whom every former friend would shun,
And menials drove from every door.
But my unhappy eyes could view,
Led me, with wild emotion, on,
And, with resistless terror, drew.
Through lands we fled, o’er seas we flew,
And halted on a boundless plain;
Where nothing fed, nor breathed, nor grew,
But silence ruled the still domain.
The setting sun’s last rays were shed,
And gave a mild and sober glow,
Where all were still, asleep, or dead;
Vast ruins in the midst were spread,
Pillars and pediments sublime,
Where the grey moss had form’d a bed,
And cloth’d the crumbling spoils of time.
Condemn’d for untold years to stay:
Yet years were not;—one dreadful now
Endured no change of night or day;
The same mild evening’s sleeping ray
Shone softly-solemn and serene,
And all that time I gazed away,
The setting sun’s sad rays were seen.
Again came my commission’d foes;
Again through sea and land we’re gone,
No peace, no respite, no repose:
Above the dark broad sea we rose,
We ran through bleak and frozen land;
I had no strength their strength t’ oppose,
An infant in a giant’s hand.
Those nimble beams of brilliant light;
It would the stoutest heart dismay,
To see, to feel, that dreadful sight:
So swift, so pure, so cold, so bright,
They pierced my frame with icy wound,
And, all that half-year’s polar night,
Those dancing streamers wrapp’d me round.
When down upon the earth I fell;—
Some hurried sleep was mine by day;
But, soon as toll’d the evening bell,
They forced me on, where ever dwell
Far-distant men in cities fair,
Cities of whom no trav’lers tell,
Nor feet but mine were wanderers there.
As on we hurry through the dark;
The watch-light blinks as we go past,
The watch-dog shrinks and fears to bark;
The watch-tower’s bell sounds shrill; and, hark!
The free wind blows—we’ve left the town—
A wide sepulchral ground I mark,
And on a tombstone place me down.
What tombs of various kinds are found!
And stones erect their shadows shed
On humble graves, with wickers bound;
Some risen fresh, above the ground,
Some level with the native clay,
What sleeping millions wait the sound,
‘Arise, ye dead, and come away!’
Spare me this wo! ye demons, spare!—
They come! the shrouded shadows fall—
’Tis more than mortal brain can bear;
Rustling they rise, they sternly glare
At man, upheld by vital breath;
Who, led by wicked fiends, should dare
To join the shadowy troops of death!
Till he shall pay his nature’s debt:
Ills that no hope has strength to heal,
No mind the comfort to forget:
Whatever cares the heart can fret,
The spirits wear, the temper gall,
Wo, want, dread, anguish, all beset
My sinful soul!—together all!
Fix’d me, in dark tempestuous night;
There never trod the foot of men;
There flock’d the fowl in wint’ry flight;
There danced the moor’s deceitful light
Above the pool where sedges grow;
And, when the morning-sun shone bright,
It shone upon a field of snow.
The rook could build her nest no higher;
They fix’d me on the trembling ball
That crowns the steeple’s quiv’ring spire;
They set me where the seas retire,
But drown with their returning tide;
And made me flee the mountain’s fire
When rolling from its burning side.
Of cliffs, and held the rambling brier;
I’ve plunged below the billowy deep,
Where air was sent me to respire;
I’ve been where hungry wolves retire;
And (to complete my woes) I’ve ran
Where Bedlam’s crazy crew conspire
Against the life of reasoning man.
By hanging from the topmast head;
I’ve served the vilest slaves in jail,
And pick’d the dunghill’s spoil for bread;
I’ve made the badger’s hole my bed,
I’ve wander’d with a gipsy crew;
I’ve dreaded all the guilty dread,
And done what they would fear to do.
Midway they placed and bade me die;
Propp’d on my staff, I stoutly stood,
When the swift waves came rolling by;
And high they rose, and still more high,
Till my lips drank the bitter brine;
I sobb’d convulsed, then cast mine eye,
And saw the tide’s re-flowing sign.
Could yield but my unhappy case;
I’ve been of thousand devils caught,
And thrust into that horrid place,
Where reign dismay, despair, disgrace;
Furies with iron fangs were there,
To torture that accursed race,
Doom’d to dismay, disgrace, despair.
For treasons, to my soul unfit;
I’ve been pursued through many a town,
For crimes that petty knaves commit;
I’ve been adjudged t’ have lost my wit,
Because I preach’d so loud and well;
And thrown into the dungeon’s pit,
For trampling on the pit of hell.
That I was fated to sustain;
And add to all, without—within,
A soul defiled with every stain
That man’s reflecting mind can pain;
That pride, wrong, rage, despair, can make;
In fact, they’d nearly touch’d my brain,
And reason on her throne would shake.
If punish’d guilt will not repine;—
I heard a heavenly teacher speak,
And felt the Sun of Mercy shine:
I hail’d the light! the birth divine!
And then was seal’d among the few;
Those angry fiends beheld the sign,
And from me in an instant flew.
To wandering sheep, the strays of sin,
While some the wicket-gate pass by,
And some will knock and enter in:
Full joyful ’tis a soul to win,
For he that winneth souls is wise;
Now, hark! the holy strains begin,
And thus the sainted preacher cries:—
Come the way to Zion’s gate,
There, till Mercy let thee in,
Knock and weep, and watch and wait.
Knock!—He knows the sinner’s cry;
Weep!—He loves the mourner’s tears;
Watch!—for saving grace is nigh;
Wait!—till heavenly light appears.
Welcome, pilgrim, to thy rest;
Now within the gate rejoice,
Safe and seal’d, and bought and bless’d!
Safe!—from all the lures of vice;
Seal’d—by signs the chosen know;
Bought—by love and life the price;
Bless’d—the mighty debt to owe.
In a world like this remain?
From thy guarded breast shall flee
Fear and shame, and doubt and pain.
Fear—the hope of Heaven shall fly,
Shame—from glory’s view retire;
Doubt—in certain rapture die;
Pain—in endless bliss expire.’
Yet still my days of grief I find;
The former clouds’ collected gloom
Still sadden the reflecting mind;
The soul, to evil things consign’d,
Will of their evil some retain;
The man will seem to earth inclined,
And will not look erect again.
To lose what I possess’d before,
To be from all my wealth debarr’d:—
The brave Sir Eustace is no more.
But old I wax and passing poor,
Stern, rugged men my conduct view;
They chide my wish, they bar my door,
’Tis hard—I weep—you see I do.—
Thus quickly all my pleasures end;
But I’ll remember, when I pray,
My kind physician and his friend;
And those sad hours you deign to spend
With me, I shall requite them all;
Sir Eustace for his friends shall send,
And thank their love at Greyling Hall.
Leads him to think of joys again;
And when his earthly visions droop,
His views of heavenly kind remain.—
But whence that meek and humbled strain,
That spirit wounded, lost, resign’d?
Would not so proud a soul disdain
That madness of the poorest mind?
The more he felt misfortune’s blow;
Disgrace and grief he could not hide,
And poverty had laid him low:
Thus shame and sorrow working slow,
At length this humble spirit gave;
Madness on these began to grow,
And bound him to his fiends a slave.
Then was he free.—So, forth he ran;
To soothe or threat, alike were vain:
He spake of fiends; look’d wild and wan;
Year after year, the hurried man
Obey’d those fiends from place to place;
Till his religious change began
To form a frenzied child of grace.
The mind reposed; by slow degrees
Came lingering hope, and brought at length,
To the tormented spirit ease:
This slave of sin, whom fiends could seize,
Felt or believed their power had end;—
‘’Tis faith,’ he cried, ‘my bosom frees,
And now my Saviour is my friend.’
And soften woes it cannot cure,
Would we not suffer pain and grief,
To have our reason sound and sure?
Then let us keep our bosoms pure,
Our fancy’s favourite flights suppress;
Prepare the body to endure,
And bend the mind to meet distress;
And then His guardian care implore,
Whom demons dread and men adore.