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Samuel Kettell, ed. Specimens of American Poetry. 1829.

By Dream of the Sea

Grenville Mellen (1799–1841)

I DREAMT that I went down into the sea

Unpain’d amid the waters—and a world

Of splended wrecks, formless and numberless,

Broke on my vision. It did seem the skies

Were o’er me pure as fancy—yet waves

Did rattle round my head, and fill mine ears

Like the measureless roar of the far fight

When battle has set up her trumpet shout!

I seem’d to breathe the air; and yet the sea

Kept dallying with my life as I sunk down.

’T was in the fitful fashion of a dream—

Water and air—walking, and yet no earth.

The deep seem’d bare and dry—and yet I went

With a rude dashing round my reeking face,

Until my outstretched and trembling feet

Stood still upon a bed of glittering pearls!

The hot sun was right over me, at noon—

Sudden it wither’d up the ocean—till

I seem’d amidst a waste of shapeless clay.

A thousand bones were whitening in his rays,

Mass upon mass,—confused and without end.

I walk’d on the parch’d wilderness, and saw

The hopeless beauty of a lifeless world!

Wealth that once made some poor vain heart grow lig

And leap with it into the flood, was there

Clutch’d in the last mad agony. And gold,

That makes of life a happiness and curse—

That vaunts on earth its brilliancy, lay here—

An outcast tyrant in his loneliness—

Beggar’d by jewels that ne’er shone through blood

Upon the brow of kings! Here there were all

The bright beginnings and the costly ends,

Which envied man enjoys and expiates,—

Splendor, and death—silence, and human hopes—

Gems, and smooth bones—life’s pageantry! the cross

That thought to save some wretch in his late need

Hugg’d in its last idolatry—all, all

Lay here in deathly brotherhood—no breath—

No sympathy—no sound—no motion—and no hope

I stood and listen’d,—

The eternal flood rush’d to its desolate grave!

And I could hear above me all the waves

Go bellowing to their bounds! Still I strode on,

Journeying amid the brightest of earth’s things

Where yet was never life, nor hope, nor joy!

My eye could not but look, and my ear hear;

For now strange sights, and beautiful, and rare,

Seem’d order’d from the deep through the rich prism

Above me—and sounds undulated through

The surges, till my soul grew mad with visions!

Beneath the canopy of waters I could see

Palaces and cities crumbled—and the ships

Sunk in the engorging whirlpool, while the laugh

Of revelry went wild along their decks, and ere

The oath was strangled in their swollen throats;—

For there they lay, just hurried to one grave

With horrible contortions and fix’d eyes

Waving among the cannon, as the surge

Would slowly lift them—and their streaming hair

Twining around the blades that were their pride.

And there were two lock’d in each other’s arms,

And they were lovers!

Oh God, how beautiful! cheek to cheek

And heart to heart upon that splendid deep,

A bridal bed of pearls!—a burial

Worthy of two so young and innocent.

And they did seem to lie there, like two gems

The fairest in the halls of ocean—both

Sepulchred in love—a tearless death—one look,

One wish, one smile, one mantle for their shroud,

One hope, one kiss—and that not yet quite cold!

How beautiful to die in such fidelity!

E’er yet the curse has ripen’d, or the heart

Begins to hope for death as for a joy,

And feels its streams grow thicker, till they cloy

With wishes that have sicken’d and grown old.

I saw their cheeks were pure and passionless,

And all their love had pass’d into a smile,

And in that smile they died!

Sudden a battle roll’d above my head,

And there came down a flash into the deep

Illumining its dim chambers—and it pass’d;

The waters shudder’d—and a thousand sounds

Sung hellish echoes through the cavern’d waste.

The blast was screaming on the upper wave,

And as I look’d above me I could see

The ships go booming through the murky storm,

Sails rent—masts staggering—and a spectre crew,—

Blood mingled with the foam bathing their bows,—

And I could hear their shrieks as they went on

Crying of murder to their bloody foes!

A form shot downward close at my feet;

His hand still grasp’d the steel—and his red eye

Was full of curses even in his death;—

For he had been flung into the abyss

By fellow men before his heart was cold!

Again I stood beside the lovely pair;—

The storm and conflict were as they ’d not been.

I stood and shriek’d and laugh’d, and yet no voice,

That I could hear, came in my madness;

It hardly seem’d that they were dead—so calm,

So beautiful! the sea-stars round them shone,

Like emblems of their souls so cold and pure!

The bending grass wept silent over them,

Truer than any friend on earth—their tomb

The jewelry of the ocean, and their dirge

The everlasting music of its roar.

I seem’d to stand wretched in dreamy thought,

Cursing the constancy of human hearts

And vanity of human hopes—and felt

As I have felt on earth in my sick hours;—

How thankless was this legacy of breath

To those who knew the wo of a scathed brain!

Oh ocean—ocean! if thou coverest up

The ruins of a proud and broken soul,

And givest such peace and solitude as this,

Thy depths are heaven to man’s ingratitude

I seem’d to struggle in an agony;

My streaming tears gush’d out to meet the wave;

I woke in terror, and the beaded sweat

Coursed down my temples like a very rain,

As though I had just issued from the sea!