Ralph Waldo Emerson, comp. (1803–1882). Parnassus: An Anthology of Poetry. 1880.
AfflictionGeorge Herbert (15931633)
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I thought the service brave;
So many joys I writ down for my part!
Besides what I might have
Out of my stock of natural delights,
Augmented with Thy gracious benefits.
And made it fine to me.
Thy glorious household stuff did me intwine,
And ’tice me unto Thee.
Such stars I counted mine: both heaven and earth
Paid me my wages in a world of mirth.
Where joys my fellows were?
Thus argued into hopes, my thoughts reserved
No place for grief or fear:
Therefore my sudden soul caught at the place,
And made her youth and fierceness seek Thy face.
I had my wish and way:
My days were strewed with flowers and happiness:
There was no month but May:
But with my years sorrow did twist and grow,
And made a party unawares for woe.
The way that takes the town;
Thou didst betray me to a lingering book,
And wrap me in a gown.
I was entangled in a world of strife,
Before I had the power to change my life.
In my unhappiness,
Turning my purge to food, Thou throwest me
Into more sicknesses.
Thus does Thy power cross-bias me, not making
Thine own gift good, yet me from my ways taking.
None of my books will show:
I read, and sigh, and wish I were a tree;
For sure then I should grow
To fruit, or shade; at least some bird would trust
Her household to me, and I should be just.
In weakness must be stout.
Well, I will change the service, and go seek
Some other master out.
Ah, my dear God! though I am clean forgot,
Let me not love Thee, if I love Thee not.