T. R. Smith, comp. Poetica Erotica: Rare and Curious Amatory Verse. 1921–22.
Merrie Ballad of Nash, His Dildo
By Thomas Nashe (15671601)(1601; Rawlinson MS. Poet. 216, leaves 96–106; also Petyt MS. (Inner Temple), 538, Vol. 43, f. viii, 295b)—hitherto unpublished: dedicated in Petyt MS. “To the right Honorable the Lord S[outhampton]”)
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NASH’S DILDO IT was the merry month of February, | |
When young men in their bravery, | |
Rose in the morning, before break of day, | |
To seek their valentines so fresh and gay. | |
With whom they may consort in Summer’s shene, | 5 |
And dance the high degree in our town green: | |
And also at Easter, and at Penticost, | |
Perambulate the fields that flourish most: | |
And go into some village bordering near, | |
To taste the Cakes and cream and such good cheer, | 10 |
To see a play of strange morality, | |
Chosen by the bachelours of magnaminity, | |
Whither our Country Franklins flockmeal swarm, | |
And John and Joan come marching arm in arm, | |
Even on the Hallowes of that blessed Saint, | 15 |
That doth true lovers with those joys acquaint, | |
I went, poor pilgrim, to my Lady’s shrine, | |
To see if she would be my Valentine. | |
But out, alas, she was not to be found, | |
For she was shifted to another ground: | 20 |
Good Justice Dudgeon, with his crabbed face, | |
With bills and staves had scared her from that place: | |
And she poor wench, compelled for sanctuary | |
To fly into a house of Venery. | |
Thither went I, and boldly made inquire | 25 |
If they had hackneys to let out to hire, | |
And what they craved by order of their trade, | |
To let me ride a journey on a jade. | |
With that, stept forth a foggy three-chinned dame, | |
That used to take young wenches for to tame, | 30 |
And asked me, if soothe were my request, | |
Or only mouth a question but in jest? | |
“In jest,” quoth I, “that term it as you will, | |
I come for game; therefore give me my Jill.” | |
“If that it be,” quoth she, “that you demand, | 35 |
Then give me first a godes peny in my hand; | |
For in our oratory, siccarly, | |
None enters in, to do his devory, | |
But he must pay his affidavit first, | |
And then perhaps Ile ease him of his thirst.” | 40 |
I, seeing her so earnest for the box, | |
I gave her her due, and she the door unlocks. | |
Now I am entered, sweet Venus be my speed! | |
But where’s the female that must do the deed? | |
Through blind meanders, and through crooked ways. | 45 |
She leads me onward, as my author says, | |
Until I came unto a shady loft | |
Where Venus bouncing vestures skirmish fought. | |
And there she set me in a Leather chair, | |
And brought me forth, of wenches, straight a pair, | 50 |
And bade me choose which might content my eye; | |
But she I sought, I could no way espy. | |
I spake her fair, and wished her well to fare, | |
“But so it is, I must have fresher ware; | |
Wherefore, dame based, so dainty as you be, | 55 |
Fetch gentle Mistress Frances unto me.” | |
“By Holy Dame,” quoth she, “and God’s one mother | |
I well perceive you are a wily brother; | |
For if there be a morcell of better price, | |
You’ll find it out, though I be now so nice. | 60 |
As you desire, so shall you swive with her; | |
But look, your purse-strings shall abide it dear; | |
For he who’ll feed on quails, must lavish crowns, | |
And Mistress Frances, in her velvet gowns, | |
Her ruff and perriwig so fresh as May, | 65 |
Cannot be kept for half a crown a day.” | |
“Of price, good hostess, we will not debate, | |
Although you assize me at the highest rate; | |
Only conduct me to this bonny belle, | |
And ten good goblets unto thee I’ll tell, | 70 |
Of gold or silver, which shall like you best, | |
So much I do her company request.” | |
Away she went, so sweet a word is gold, | |
It makes invasion in the strongest hold; | |
Lo, here she comes that hath my heart in keeping, | 75 |
Sing lullaby, my cares and fall a sleeping. | |
Sweeping she comes, as she would brush the ground: | |
Her ratling silk my senses do confound: | |
Away I am ravished: “void the chamber straight, | |
I must be straight upon her with my weight.” | 80 |
“My Tomalyn,” quoth she, and then she smiled: | |
“I, I,” quoth I, “So more men are beguiled | |
With sighs and flattering words and tears, | |
When in your deeds much falsehood still appears.” | |
“As how, my Tomalyn,” blushing she replied, | 85 |
“Because I in this dauncing 1 should abide? | |
If that be it that breeds thy discontent, | |
We will remove the camp incontinent: | |
For shelter only, sweet heart, came I hither, | |
And to avoid the troublesome stormy weather; | 90 |
And since the coast is clear, I will be gone, | |
For, but thy self, true lovers I have none.” | |
With that she sprung full lightly to my lips, | |
And about my neck she hugs, she culls, she clips, | |
She wanton faines, and falls upon the bed, | 95 |
And often tosses to and fro her head; | |
She shakes her feet, and waggles with her tongue: | |
Oh, who is able to forbear so long? | |
“I come, I come, sweet Lady, by thy leave”; | |
Softly my fingers up the curtains heave, | 100 |
And send me happy stealing by degrees, | |
First unto the feet, and then unto the knees, | |
And so ascend unto her manly thigh— | |
A pox on lingering, when I come so nigh! | |
Smock, climb apace, that I may see my joys, | 105 |
All earthly pleasures seem to this but toys, | |
Compared be these delights which I behold, | |
Which well might keep a man from being old. | |
A pretty rising womb without a wenn, | |
That shine[s] as bright as any crystal gem, | 110 |
And bears out like the rising of a hill, | |
At whose decline the[re] runs a fountain still, | |
That hath her mouth beset with rugged briers, | |
Resembling much a dusky net of wires: | |
A lusty buttock, barred with azure veins, | 115 |
Whose comely swelling, when my hand restrains, | |
Or harmless checketh with a wanton grip, | |
It makes the fruit thereof too soon be ripe, | |
A pleasure plucked too timely from his spring | |
It is, dies e’re it can enjoy the used thing. | 120 |
O Gods, that ever any thing so sweet, | |
So suddenly should fade away, and fleet! | |
Her arms and legs and all were spread, | |
But I was all unarmed, | |
Like one that Ovid’s cursed hemlock charmed, | 125 |
(So are my Limbs unwieldly for the fight,) | |
That spent there strength in thought of your delight. | |
What shall I do, to shew myself a man? | |
It will not be, for ought that beauty can: | |
I kiss, I clip, I winch, I feel at will, | 130 |
Yet lies he dead, not feeling good or ill. | |
“By Holy dame (quoth she), and wilt not stand? | |
Now let me roll and rub it in my hand! | |
Perhaps the silly worm hath laboured sore, | |
And worked so that it can do no more: | 135 |
Which if it be, as I do greatly dread, | |
I wish ten thousand times that I were dead. | |
What ere it be, no means shall lack in me, | |
That may avail for his recovery.” | |
Which said, she took and rolled it on her thigh, | 140 |
And looking down on it, did groan and sigh; | |
She handled it, and danced it up and down, | |
Not ceasing till she raised it from (the swoune); | |
And then it flew on her as it were wood, | |
And on her breech laboured and foam’d a good; | 145 |
He rubbed and pierced her ever to the bone, | |
Digging as deep as he could dig for stones; | |
Now high, now low, now striking short and thick, | |
And diving deeper, pierced her to the quick; | |
Now with a gird he would his course rebate, | 150 |
Then would he take him to a stately gate. | |
Play when he list, and thrust he nere so hard, | |
Poor patient Grissell lyeth at his ward, | |
And gives and takes as blith and fresh as May, | |
And ever meets him in the middle of the way. | 155 |
On her his eyes continually were fixt; | |
With his eye-brows, her melting eyes were mixt, | |
Which, like the sun, betwixt two glasses plays, | |
From the one to the other casting rebounding rays. | |
She like a star, that, to requite his beams, | 160 |
Sucks the influence of sweet Phoebus streams, | |
In bathes the beams of his descending light | |
In the deepest fountains of the purest light. | |
She, fair as fairest planet in the sky, | |
But purity to no man doth deny; | 165 |
The very chamber that includes her shine, | |
Seems as the palace of the gods divine, | |
Who leads the day about the Zodiack, | |
And in the even, sets of the ocean lake; | |
So fierce and fervent in her radiance, | 170 |
Such flying breath she darts at every glance | |
As might inflame the very napp of age, | |
And cause pale death him suddenly t’assuage, | |
And stand and gaze upon those orient lamps, | |
Where Cupid all his joys incamps. | 175 |
(And sits and plays with every atomie | |
That in her Sun-beams swarm abundantly.) | |
Thus striking, thus gazing, we persevere: | |
But nought so sure that will continue ever: | |
“Fleet not so fast,” my ravished senses cries, | 180 |
“Since my Content upon thy life relies, | |
Which brought so soon from his delightful seats, | |
Me, unawares, of blissful hope defeats; | |
(Together let our equal motion stir, | |
Together let us live and die, my dear;) | 185 |
Together let us march with one content | |
And be consum[e]d without languishment.” | |
As she prescribed, so keep we clock and time, | |
And every stroke in order like a chime, | |
So she that here preferred me by her pity, | 190 |
Unto our music fram’d a groaning ditty: | |
“Alas, alas, that love should be a sin! | |
Even now my joys and sorrows do begin; | |
Hold wide thy lap, my lovely Danae, | |
And entertain this golden showery sea, | 195 |
That drisling fall[s] into thy treasury:” | |
Sweet April flowers not half so pleasant be, | |
Nor Nilus overflowing Egypt plain, | |
As in the balm that all her womb destreyn. | |
“Now, oh now,” she trickling moves her lips, | 200 |
And often to and fro she lightly starts and skips: | |
She jerks her legs, and fresketh with her heels: | |
No tongue can tell the pleasures that she feels. | |
“I come, I come, sweet death, rock me a-sleep! | |
Sleep, sleep, desire, intomb me in the deep!” | 205 |
“Not so, my dear and dearest,” she replied: | |
“From us two [? sweet] this pleasure must not glide, | |
Until the sinnewy Chambers of our blood | |
Withhold themselves from this new prisoned flood; | |
And then we will, that then will come so soon, | 210 |
Dissolved lie, as though our days were done.” | |
The whilest I speak, my soul is stealing hence, | |
And life forsakes his earthly residence: | |
“Stay but one hour,—an hour is not so much, | |
Nay, half an hour: and if thy haste be such, | 215 |
Nay, but a quarter, I will ask no more, | |
That thy departure, which torments me sore, | |
May now be lengthened by a little pause, | |
And take away this passion’s sudden cause.” | |
He hears me not; hard hearted as he is, | 220 |
He is the scorn of time, and hath my bliss: | |
Time ne’er looks back; the river ne’er returns; | |
A second spring must help, or else I burn: | |
(No, no, the well is dry that should refresh me, | |
The glass is run of all my destiny: | 225 |
Nature, of winter leaneth, niggardize, | |
Who, as he overbears the stream with ice | |
That man nor beast may of their pleasance taste, | |
So shuts she up her conduit all in haste, | |
And will not let her Nectar overflow, | 230 |
Least mortal man immortal joys should know. | |
Adieu, unconstant love, to thy disport; | |
Adieu, false mirth, and melodies too short; | |
Adieu, faint-hearted instrument of lust, | |
That falsely hath betrayed our equal trust.) | 235 |
Henceforth I will no more implore thine aid, | |
Or thee for ever of Cowardice shall upraid: | |
My little dildoe shall supply your kind, | |
A youth that is as light as leaves in wind: | |
He bendeth not, nor foldeth any deal, | 240 |
But stands as stiff as he were made of steel; | |
(And plays at peacock twixt my legs right blithe | |
And doeth my tickling swage with many a sigh;) | |
And when I will, he doth refresh me well, | |
And never makes my tender belly swell.” | 245 |
Poor Priapus, thy kingdom needs must fall, | |
Except thou thrust thus weakling to the wall; | |
Behold how he usurps in bed and bower, | |
And undermines thy kingdom every hour: | |
And slyly creeps between the bark and tree, | 250 |
And sucks the sap while sleep detaineth thee: | |
He is my Mistress lake 2 at every sound, | |
And soon will tent a deep intrenched wound; | |
He waits on courtly nymphs that are full coy, | |
And bids them scorn the blind alluring boy; | 255 |
(He gives young girls their gamesome sustenance, | |
And every gaping mouth his full sufficiance.) | |
He fortifies disdain with foreign arts, | |
While wantons chaste delude all loving hearts. | |
If any wight a cruel Mistress serve, | 260 |
And in despair full deeply pine and sterve, | |
(Curse Eunuch dildo, senseless counterfeit, | |
Who sooth may fill, but never can beget: | |
But if revenge enraged with despair, | |
That such a dwarf his welfare should impair,) | 265 |
Would fain this woman’s secretary know, | |
Let him attend the marks that I shall show: | |
He is a youth almost two handfulls high; | |
Straight, round, and plump, and having but one eye, | |
Wherein the rheum so fervently doth rain, | 270 |
The Stygian gulf can scarce his tears contain; | |
Running sometimes in thick congealed glass, | |
Where he more like, down into hell would pass: | |
An arm strong guider steadfastly him guides; | |
Upon a chariot of five wheels he rides, | 275 |
Attired in white velvet or in silk, | |
And nourisht with warm water or with milk, | |
And often alters pace as ways grow deep; | |
For who, in places unknown, one pace can keep? | |
Sometimes he smoothly slippeth down a hill; | 280 |
Some other times, the stones his feet do kill; | |
In clayey ways he treadeth by and by, | |
And placeth himself and all that standeth by: | |
So fares this royal rider in his race, | |
Plunging and sowsing forward in like case, | 285 |
Bedasht, bespotted, and beplotted foul— | |
God give thee shame, thou foul misshapen owl! | |
But free from grief a lady’s chamberleyne, | |
And canst thou not thy tattling tongue refrain? | |
I tell the beardless blabb, beware of stripes, | 290 |
And be advised what thou so vainly pipst; | |
If Ilyian queen know of thy bravery here, | |
Thou shouldst be whipt with nettles for thy geer. | |
Saint Dennis shield me from such female sprights! | |
Regard not, dames, what Cupid’s poet writes: | 295 |
I pen this story only for myself; | |
And, giving it to such an actual elf, | |
Am quite discouraged in my musery, | |
Since all my store to her seems misery. | |
I am not as was Hercules the stout, | 300 |
That to the seventh journey could hold out; | |
I want those herbs and roots of Indian soil, | |
That strengthen weary members in their toil, | |
Or drugs or electuaries of new devises, | |
That shame my purse, and tremble at the prices. | 305 |
I paid of both, [the] scott and lott almost, | |
Yet look as lank and lean as any ghost; | |
For that I always had, I paid the whole, | |
Which, for a poor man, is a princely dole— | |
What can be added more to my renown? | 310 |
She lieth breathless; I am taken down; | |
The waves do swell, the tide climbs o’er the banks; | |
Judge, gentlewomen, doth this deserve no thanks? | |
And so, good night unto you every one; | |
For lo, our thread is spun, our play’s done. | 315 |
(Thus hath my pen presum’d to please my friend: | |
Oh, mightst thou likewise please Apollo’s eye. | |
No, Honor brooks no such impiety, | |
Yet Ovid’s wanton muse did not offend. | |
He is the fountain whence my streamers do flow— | 320 |
Forgive me if I speak as I was taught, | |
Alike to women utter all I know, | |
As longing to unlade so bad a fraught. | |
My mind once purg’d of such lascivious wit, | |
With purified words and hallowed verse, | 325 |
Thy praises in large volumes shall rehearse | |
That better may thy graver view befit. | |
Meanwhile it rests, you smile at what I write | |
Or for attempting banish me your sight.) |
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