T. R. Smith, comp. Poetica Erotica: Rare and Curious Amatory Verse. 1921–22.
Emotional, XXIV
By Michael Strange (Blanche Oelrichs) (18901950)(From Resurrecting Life, 1921) SAD, we must find each other—ourselves—life—out | |
Through this impediment of love— | |
(With its billion toe-stubbings along the Olympian track.) | |
Pathetic we must exercise by falling out of the sky | |
And chasing our own tails for awhile— | 5 |
Instead of feeling our manes tearing out behind us | |
Along those freezing spiral vapours of the Continuous Ascension. | |
O You and I have stood poignantly close upon the edge of perilous slanting— | |
And with sublime sunbeams bouncing from upturned face to face | |
And measuring upon each utter equality of dazzle— | 10 |
O you and I have leant fraternally together in a light | |
Reducing to proportionate form at last— | |
All those melancholy grotesques of conscious life— | |
Yea and together heard a conclusive goodness affirming | |
Through vast harp-sweet spaces— | 15 |
Then—then—the reverential swoon of our knees | |
Before this momentary shining out of the beyond | |
Has been cause for a touch between us— | |
Ah what union in this accidental knocking of knees | |
Before a Shared Presence— | 20 |
When suddenly—suddenly— | |
The thrown-back hood of vision clamping down precipitant, | |
And a sadness in the air as of some Divine Retreat— | |
When my claw stirring—waking—reaching out— | |
And in your answering motion a gracious shoot of reverberating “yea”— | 25 |
Then your eyes becoming a liquid gale | |
Importunate—parting—pressing aside my branches— | |
And your mouth a distortion of fire skipping—falling— | |
Clinging strangely among my blossoms— | |
My blossoms opening—shedding for you in ghastly broad abandon— | 30 |
O love—love—unequipped—unaware | |
Of the subtle fatality in your own repletion. | |