D.H. Lawrence (1885–1930). New Poems. 1916.

24. Next Morning

HOW have I wandered here to this vaulted room

In the house of life?—the floor was ruffled with gold

Last evening, and she who was softly in bloom,

Glimmered as flowers that in perfume at twilight unfold

For the flush of the night; whereas now the gloom

Of every dirty, must-besprinkled mould,

And damp old web of misery’s heirloom

Deadens this day’s grey-dropping arras-fold.

And what is this that floats on the undermist

Of the mirror towards the dusty grate, as if feeling

Unsightly its way to the warmth?—this thing with a list

To the left?—this ghost like a candle swealing?

Pale-blurred, with two round black drops, as if it missed

Itself among everything else, here hungrily stealing

Upon me!—my own reflection!—explicit gist

Of my presence there in the mirror that leans from the ceiling!

Then will somebody square this shade with the being I know

I was last night, when my soul rang clear as a bell

And happy as rain in summer? Why should it be so?

What is there gone against me, why am I in hell?