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Tuscan Cypress
By Agnes Mary Frances Robinson (18571944)
W
Since even if you love me, we must part;
And since for either, an you cared enough,
There’s but division and a broken heart?
I would lie down and stretch me on the bier.
And yet would I, to hear you say—My own!
With mine own hands drag down the burial stone.
I L
And yet you do not feel I love you so;
And slowly I am dying day by day,—
You look at me, and yet you do not know.
You do not see the mourners with the bier.
You answer when I speak, and wish me well,
And still you do not hear the passing-bell.
O L
Come back and kiss me once when I am dead!
Come back and lay a rose upon my bier,
Come, light the tapers at my feet and head.
So I, being dead, shall dream of Paradise;
Come, kneel beside me once and say a prayer,
So shall my soul be happy anywhere.
W
What care I if my spirit lives or dies?
To walk with angels in a grassy plot,
And pluck the lilies grown in Paradise?
To hear your voice and catch the sighs between.
Ah, no,—the better heaven I fain would give,
But in a cranny of your soul to live.
A
And not forget me, Sweet, until I die!
I had a home, a little distant isle,
With shadowy trees and tender misty sky.
And I forgot, as you forget me now.
I had a home, more dear than I could tell,
And I forgot, but now remember well.
L
Come, take my hands, and lead me out of doors;
There in the fields let us forget our sorrow,
Talking of Venice and Ionian shores;—
Where we will sail and sing when I am well;
Talking of Indian roses gold and red,
Which we will plait in wreaths—when I am dead.
T
Strange as a vision, full of splendid things:
Here will I lie and dream it is not you,
And dream it is a mocking-bird that sings.
Even the sound of it will break my heart;
For if you speak of us and of our love,
I faint and die to feel the thrill thereof.
L
Let us forget we ever have to part;
Let us forget that any look or touch
Once let in either to the other’s heart.
And hear the larks and see the swallows pass;
Only we’ll live awhile, as children play,
Without to-morrow, without yesterday.
F
So still I dream, although the dream is vain,
There lies a valley full of rest for me,
Where I shall live and you shall love again.
Will you not stop awhile in passing by?
O prayers that hope, O faith that never knew,
Will you not take me on to heaven with you?
A
Down in the dark and leave you all alone:
Ah, hold me fast, safe in the warmth I know,
And never shut me underneath a stone.
If you are ill or if you miss me, dear.
Dead, oh my God! and you may need me yet,
While I shall sleep, while I—while I—forget!
C
Let us go sit in some cool, shadowy place;
There shall you sing and hush me all the day,
While I will dream about my lover’s face.
Then close the lids above mine eyes that weep;
Rock me, O Sorrow, like a babe in pain,
Nor, when I slumber, wake me up again.