Seccombe and Arber, comps. Elizabethan Sonnets. 1904.
Astrophel and Stella. Other Songs of Variable VerseFifth Song: While favour fed my hope, delight with hope was brought
Sir Philip Sidney (15541586)W
Thought waited on delight; and speech did follow thought.
Then grew my tongue and pen records unto thy glory.
I thought all words were lost that were not spent of thee;
I thought each place was dark, but where thy lights would be;
And all ears worse than deaf, that heard not out thy story.
I said thou art most sweet, sweet poison to my heart.
I said my soul was thine, O that I then had lied!
I said thine eyes were stars, thy breasts the milken way,
Thy fingers C
And all I said so well, as no man it denied.
Yet thought and speech do live, thought metamorphosed quite:
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I think now of thy faults, who late thought of thy praise.
That speech falls now to blame which did thy honour raise.
The same key open can, which can lock up a treasure.
The proof of beauty’s worth, th’inheritrix of fame,
The mansion seat of bliss, and just excuse of lovers:
See now those feathers pluckt, wherewith thou flew most high!
See what clouds of reproach shall dark thy honour’s sky!
Whose own fault casts him down, hardly high seat recovers.
And then a heavenly child, gave her ambrosian pap;
And to that brain of hers, your hidnest gifts infused!
Since she disdaining me, doth you in me disdain;
Suffer not her to laugh, while both we suffer pain.
Princes in subjects wronged, must deem themselves abused.
Revenge! revenge! my Muse! Defiance trumpet blow!
Threaten what may be done! yet do more than you threaten!
Ah! my suit granted is. I feel my breast doth swell.
Now child! a lesson new you shall begin to spell.
Sweet babes must babies have, but shrewd girls must be beaten.
Nor blushing lilies, nor pearls ruby-hidden row,
Nor of that golden sea whose waves in curls are broken:
But of thy soul, so fraught with such ungratefulness,
As where thou soon might’st help; most faith thou dost oppress.
Ungrateful who is called, the worst of evils is spok’n.
Now GOD forbid! A Thief! and of worst thieves, the chief.
Thieves steal for need; and steal but goods, which pain recovers:
But thou, rich in all joys, dost rob my joys from me;
Which cannot be restored by time nor industry.
Of foes, the spoil is evil: far worse of constant lovers’.
Thou English murdering thief! wilt have hearts for thy prey.
The name of Murderer now on thy fair forehead sitteth.
And even while I do speak, my death wounds bleeding be;
Which, I protest, proceed from only cruel thee.
Who may and will not save; murder in truth committeth.
I lay then to thy charge unjustest Tyranny!
If rule by force without all claim, a tyrant showeth.
For thou dost lord my heart, who am not born thy slave;
And which is worse, makes me most guiltless torments have.
A rightful Prince by unright deeds a Tyrant groweth.
Of foul Rebellion then I do appeach thee now!
Rebel by Nature’s laws, Rebel by law of reason.
Thou sweetest subject wert born in the realm of Love;
And yet against thy Prince, thy force dost daily prove.
No virtue merits praise, once touched with blot of treason.
I now then stain thy white with vagabonding shame;
Both Rebel to the Son and Vagrant from the Mother.
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Who faileth one is false, though trusty to another.
A Witch! I say thou art, though thou so fair appear.
For I protest my sight never thy face enjoyeth,
But I in me am changed; I am alive and dead,
My feet are turned to roots, my heart becometh lead.
No witchcraft is so evil, as which man’s mind destroyeth.
Alas! that I am forced such evil of thee to say.
I say thou art a Devil! though clothed in angel’s shining;
For thy face tempts my soul to leave the heavens for thee,
And thy words of refuse do pour even hell on me.
Who tempt, and tempted plague; are Devils in true defining.
You Rebel! Runaway! to Lord and Lady untrue.
You Witch! you Devil! Alas, you still of me beloved!
You see what I can say. Mend yet your froward mind!
And such skill in my Muse you, reconciled, shall find;
That by these cruel words, your praises shall be proved.