Edmund Clarence Stedman, ed. (1833–1908). An American Anthology, 1787–1900. 1900.
By WillCarleton964 Out of the Old House, Nancy
O
All the hurry and worry is just as good as through.
Only a bounden duty remains for you and I—
And that ’s to stand on the doorstep here, and bid the old house good-by.
Wonder it had n’t smashed in, and tumbled about our ears;
Wonder it ’s stuck together, and answered till to-day;
But every individual log was put up here to stay.
And things that blossomed you would’ve made some women wilt;
And every other day, then, as sure as day would break,
My neighbor Ager come this way, invitin’ me to “shake.”
For wolves and bears and wildcats was the nearest ones you had;
But, lookin’ ahead to the clearin’, we worked with all our might,
Until we was fairly out of the woods, and things was goin’ right.
Tall and big and handsome, and new as new can be;
All in apple-pie order, especially the shelves,
And never a debt to say but what we own it all ourselves.
But it ’s never gone back on us for nineteen or twenty years;
An’ I won’t go back on it now, or go to pokin’ fun—
There ’s such a thing as praisin’ a thing for the good that it has done.
When we was fairly settled, an’ had things snug and tight:
We feel as proud as you please, Nancy, over our house that ’s new,
But we felt as proud under this old roof, and a good deal prouder, too.
Kitchen and parlor and bedroom—we had ’em all in one;
And the fat old wooden clock, that we bought when we come West,
Was tickin’ away in the corner there, and doin’ its level best.
Loud was the squirrel’s chatter, and sweet the songs of birds;
And home grew sweeter and brighter—our courage began to mount—
And things looked hearty and happy then, and work appeared to count.
We fell in a deep old quarrel—the first we ever had;
And when you give out and cried, then I, like a fool, give in,
And then we agreed to rub all out, and start the thing ag’in.
And you was a-makin’ clothing that was n’t for either one;
And often a soft word of love I was soft enough to say,
And the wolves was howlin’ in the woods not twenty rods away.
Though I fretted a little because it was n’t a boy:
Wa’ n’t she a little flirt, though, with all her pouts and smiles?
Why, settlers come to see that show a half a dozen miles.
And many a night I rocked it, providin’ you would sing;
And many a little squatter brought up with us to stay,—
And so that cradle, for many a year, was never put away.
How they growed! ’t was a wonder how we found room for ’em all;
But though the house was crowded, it empty seemed that day
When Jennie lay by the fireplace there, and moaned her life away.
“’Twixt the dead and the living,” and “hoped ’t would do us good;”
And the little whitewood coffin on the table there was set,
And now as I rub my eyes it seems as if I could see it yet.
Just by a thread you hung, and you e’en-a’-most let go;
And here is the spot I tumbled, an’ give the Lord his due,
When the doctor said the fever’d turned, an’ he could fetch you through.
Christenin’s, funerals, weddin’s—what have n’t we had here?
Not a log in this buildin’ but its memories has got,
And not a nail in this old floor but touches a tender spot.
All the hurry and worry is just as good as through;
But I tell you a thing right here, that I ain’t ashamed to say,
There ’s precious things in this old house we never can take away.
Winds will whistle through it, and rains will flood the floor;
And over the hearth, once blazing, the snow-drifts oft will pile,
And the old thing will seem to be a-mournin’ all the while.
But you seem like a human being—a dear old friend to me;
And we never will have a better home, if my opinion stands,
Until we commence a-keepin’ house in the house not made with hands.