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Edmund Clarence Stedman, ed. (1833–1908). An American Anthology, 1787–1900. 1900.

By Josiah GilbertHolland

381 Daniel Gray

IF I shall ever win the home in heaven

For whose sweet rest I humbly hope and pray,

In the great company of the forgiven

I shall be sure to find old Daniel Gray.

I knew him well; in truth, few knew him better;

For my young eyes oft read for him the Word,

And saw how meekly from the crystal letter

He drank the life of his beloved Lord.

Old Daniel Gray was not a man who lifted

On ready words his freight of gratitude,

Nor was he called as one among the gifted,

In the prayer-meetings of his neighborhood.

He had a few old-fashioned words and phrases,

Linked in with sacred texts and Sunday rhymes;

And I suppose that in his prayers and graces

I ’ve heard them all at least a thousand times.

I see him now—his form, his face, his motions,

His homespun habit, and his silver hair,—

And hear the language of his trite devotions,

Rising behind the straight-backed kitchen chair.

I can remember how the sentence sounded—

“Help us, O Lord, to pray and not to faint!”

And how the “conquering and to conquer” rounded

The loftier aspirations of the saint.

He had some notions that did not improve him:

He never kissed his children—so they say;

And finest scenes and fairest flowers would move him

Less than a horse-shoe picked up in the way.

He had a hearty hatred of oppression,

And righteous words for sin of every kind;

Alas, that the transgressor and transgression

Were linked so closely in his honest mind!

He could see naught but vanity in beauty,

And naught but weakness in a fond caress,

And pitied men whose views of Christian duty

Allowed indulgence in such foolishness.

Yet there were love and tenderness within him;

And I am told that when his Charley died,

Nor nature’s need nor gentle words could win him

From his fond vigils at the sleeper’s side.

And when they came to bury little Charley

They found fresh dew-drops sprinkled in his hair,

And on his breast a rose-bud gathered early,

And guessed, but did not know, who placed it there.

Honest and faithful, constant in his calling,

Strictly attendant on the means of grace,

Instant in prayer, and fearful most of falling,

Old Daniel Gray was always in his place.

A practical old man, and yet a dreamer,

He thought that in some strange, unlooked for way

His mighty Friend in Heaven, the great Redeemer,

Would honor him with wealth some golden day.

This dream he carried in a hopeful spirit

Until in death his patient eye grew dim,

And his Redeemer called him to inherit

The heaven of wealth long garnered up for him.

So, if I ever win the home in heaven

For whose sweet rest I humbly hope and pray,

In the great company of the forgiven

I shall be sure to find old Daniel Gray.