Edmund Clarence Stedman, ed. (1833–1908). An American Anthology, 1787–1900. 1900.
By RalphHoyt181 Old
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Sat a hoary pilgrim sadly musing;
Oft I marked him sitting there alone,
All the landscape like a page perusing;
Poor, unknown,
By the wayside, on a mossy stone.
Coat as ancient as the form ’t was folding,
Silver buttons, queue, and crimped cravat,
Oaken staff his feeble hand upholding,
There he sat!
Buckled knee and shoe, and broad-rimmed hat.
No one sympathizing, no one heeding,
None to love him for his thin gray hair,
And the furrows all so mutely pleading
Age and care;
Seemed it pitiful he should sit there.
Dapper country lads and little maidens,
Taught the motto of the “Dunce’s Stool,”—
Its grave import still my fancy ladens,
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It was summer, and we went to school.
Sportive pastime only worth our learning,
But we listened when the old man sighed,
And that lesson to our hearts went burning,
And we cried;
Still, in sooth, our tasks we seldom tried.
(Some of us were joyous, some sad-hearted),
I remember well,—too well,—that day!
Oftentimes the tears unbidden started,
Would not stay,—
When the stranger seemed to mark our play.
We could see his lip with anguish quiver:
Yet no word he uttered, but his eye
Seemed in mournful converse with the river
Murmuring by,
When we cautiously adventured nigh.
Ah, to me her name was always heaven!
She besought him all his grief to tell,
(I was then thirteen, and she eleven),
Isabel!
One sweet spirit broke the silent spell.
“Why so lonely hast thou wandered hither;
Hast no home?—then come with me to mine;
There ’s our cottage, let me lead thee thither;
Why repine?”
Softly asked she with a voice divine.
Earthly hope no longer hath a morrow,
Yet why I sit here thou shalt be told;”
Then his eye betrayed a pearl of sorrow,—
Down it rolled;
“Angel,” said he sadly, “I am old!
On the pleasant scene where I delighted
In the careless, happy days of yore,
Ere the garden of my heart was blighted
To the core;
I have tottered here to look once more!
E’en this gray old rock where I am seated
Seems a jewel worth my journey here;
Ah, that such a scene should be completed
With a tear!
All the picture now to me how dear!
There ’s the very step so oft I mounted;
There ’s the window creaking in its frame,
And the notches that I cut and counted
For the game:
Old stone school-house!—it is still the same!
Long my happy home—that humble dwelling;
There the fields of clover, wheat, and corn,
There the spring with limpid nectar swelling;
Ah, forlorn!
In the cottage yonder I was born.
Then were planted, just so far asunder
That long well-pole from the path to free,
And the wagon to pass safely under;
Ninety-three!
Those two gateway sycamores you see.
When my mates and I were boys together,
Thinking nothing of the flight of time,
Fearing naught but work and rainy weather;
Past its prime!
There ’s the orchard where we used to climb!
Round the pasture where the flocks were grazing,
Where so sly I used to watch for quails
In the crops of buckwheat we were raising,
Traps and trails,
There the rude three-cornered chestnut rails.
There through mead and woodland sweetly gliding,
Luring simple trout with many a scheme
From the nooks where I have found them hiding;
All a dream!
How in summer have I traced that stream!
Pond and river still serenely flowing;
Cot, there nestling in the shaded lane,
Where the lily of my heart was blowing,—
Mary Jane!
There ’s the mill that ground our yellow grain!
Brook, and bridge, and barn, and old red stable:
But, alas! the morn shall no more bring
That dear group around my father’s table;
Taken wing!
There ’s the gate on which I used to swing!
Yon green meadow was our place for playing;
That old tree can tell of sweet things said,
When around it Jane and I were straying;
She is dead!
I am fleeing!—all I loved are fled!
Tracing silently life’s changeful story,
So familiar to my dim old eye,
Points me to seven that are now in glory
There on high!
Yon white spire, a pencil on the sky.
Guided thither by an angel mother,—
Now she sleeps beneath its sacred sod,
Sire and sisters, and my little brother;
Gone to God!
Oft the aisle of that old church we trod.
Bless the holy lesson!—but, ah, never
Shall I hear again those songs of praise,
Those sweet voices silent now forever!
Peaceful days!
There I heard of Wisdom’s pleasant ways.
When our souls drank in the nuptial blessing,
Ere she hastened to the spirit land:
Yonder turf her gentle bosom pressing:
Broken band!
There my Mary blest me with her hand.
And the sacred place where we delighted,
Where we worshipped in the days of yore,
Ere the garden of my heart was blighted
To the core;
I have come to see that grave once more.
I, all withering with years, shall perish;
With my Mary may I there be laid,
Join forever—all the wish I cherish—
Her dear Shade!—
Haply, ere the verdure there shall fade.”
Earthly hope no longer hath a morrow;
Now why I sit here thou hast been told.”
In his eye another pearl of sorrow,—
Down it rolled;
“Angel,” said he sadly, “I am old!”
Sat the hoary pilgrim, sadly musing;
Still I marked him sitting there alone,
All the landscape like a page perusing;
Poor, unknown,
By the wayside, on a mossy stone.