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Personal Narrative I am listening for the sound of the front door. I know for certain that it is a Saturday night. I do not know whether I am six or 16, eight or 18. I may be alone. I may have a babysitter. It makes no difference. My vigil remains the same. I do not wait for the sound of the door opening. It is the sound of it closing that matters. If it clicks quietly shut, I know they will just have a cup of tea then go to bed. I can sleep. If it closes with a resounding crash that shakes the house, followed by violent, sickening language, I know that it is going to be a long night. I know that my …show more content…

I dreamt of the handsome prince (not from the British Royal Family, of course), who turns me into a beautiful princess and takes me to a palace far away. He'd let me sleep peacefully in a giant four-poster bed, deep within the palace, where I couldn't hear the sound of the front door. He kept vigil for me, then, like me, is awoken by the crash of the door. It is Christmas Eve now. I could be six or 16, eight or 18. I listen for the door, even though I know that tonight I will hear the resounding crash. I also know that tomorrow I will have to pretend to be cheerful as I open my presents under their stony glare. I dare not cry. They will tell me off. They say that their violent arguments are nothing to do with me. I should not be affected by it. As if I could live in this house, and not be affected. The pop star and handsome prince, who help me through my vigil, have given way to a swashbuckling action hero now. A man who will beat my stepfather up before escaping through the front door, with me in his arms, taking me off into the horizon. The front door crashes shut, and I know for certain now that tomorrow I will choke down overcooked, dry turkey for lunch, half-heartedly pull a cracker with each of them, then sit watching Ben Hur. All the time, trying desperately not to shed the tears that will anger them. He will not hit me. He never does. He will hit her

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