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My Identity Essay

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My identity as a reciprocating self has been profoundly influenced by a variety of characteristics, be they my experiences, my family background, or how I experienced covenant love, intimacy, empowerment, and grace. All of these factors have formed me into someone who is uniquely and divinely created, regardless of my feelings about myself. While I struggle at times to find myself worthy, I am able to begin the process of believing this truth due to the background of gracing that my parents have given me. Occasionally, I struggle to understand why my family and I have had to walk through pain and loss; however, I am beginning to comprehend that we experienced this so that we could become more fully reciprocating selves who place a high value on life. Even though I am a reciprocating self, there are still struggles that I face. For most of my life, I have been opposed to vulnerability. When I was five, my grandparents had a red and yellow little tikes car. For some reason, I decided that it would be a good idea to stand on the roof of the car and jump off of it, even though I was afraid of heights. After doing this a few times, I landed on my foot incorrectly and twisted my ankle. However, I was afraid of being vulnerable and admitting that I was hurt, mainly because I was afraid of getting in trouble. Somehow, I managed to convince my parents that I was completely fine and that I had no injuries. While this is the first time I can remember my aversion to being open and

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