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Diary Of A Girl Dialectical Journal

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Diary, I was not always in love with life as I am today. I was ashamed of who I was. Not ever the type of girl to look at the mirror, as a matter of fact, the thought alone repelled me. I was most definitely not the type of girl to keep journals or write in them, but lots has happened in the past year and I have so much to say. I’ve been slipping back to the past and I cannot seem to move forward. I’ve been told expressing how I feel helps then I won’t have so much regret. Therefore here it goes. At the age of 15, I woke up one day and felt as if my room was closing in on me. I lay in the middle of my bed as the walls kept coming closer, the ceiling lower, my space smaller and a feeling of being detached from the world. I opened my mouth, but no sound escaped. I was slipping into the darkness, this time, I felt as though no one could save me. …show more content…

The roaring sound of the clock was not helping either. I felt as if mentally there, wherever I was but, physically I was not. I could here voices, sobbing but I could not open my eyes. “she might not wake up for day or hours” was the last thing I heard before darkness took me away. I never realized how much my mom meant to me before this incident. I recall waking up and uttering the word “mom”. I look around to find that I was lying on a bed covered in pink and blue floral designs. My favourite colours. But, the bright white walls immediately made me flinch. everything else was white. White walls, white carpet, white chairs. It was not at all what I was used to back in my room with my black covered

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