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Anorexia Nervosa Obstacles

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Obstacles are designed to give a new perspective on how to overcome a challenge. A challenge you never expected to encounter. One you wish you could just jump over and be done with. The obstacle in my life was no easy jump it was journey of strength, gratitude, and independence. The drawback I encountered my freshman year was a life threatening disease. One that destroyed me both physically and mentally, called Anorexia nervosa. Such a disease takes progress and time to overcome, and took me a year and half to recover from. A year and a half? Why couldn't you just eat more food? These two questions always arise when I tell people my story. However, people don't realize that if recovering from anorexia was as simple as putting more food in …show more content…

What I had was a body, a body with a heart, brain, liver, kidneys, and blood that pumped through every fiber of my being. Anorexia nervosa attempted to destroy what I had, but I refused to let it. I made a promise to myself that every mirror I encountered I would point out what I did have and not what I didn’t have. However, which each look I took Ed tried to show me a different picture of myself. I had a hard time trying to find the right picture, the one I knew was the true me. I had to teach myself that a perfect body is not what I truly wanted. What I wanted was a healthy body. Health in today’s society has taken on a different meaning. Images of young women in magazines are whom we perceive as healthy. However, I learned that true health couldn’t be shown in an image. Instead it's our internal rather than our external of our bodies that show true health. Teaching myself that was difficult, but by doing so I taught myself confidence. I now look inside myself for who I am, rather than judging what I see on the outside. I’ve learned a lesson most women never learn. Becoming grateful of what I do have, I learned to be confident. I am more self-assured today, than I was two years ago. Gratitude has served as a constant reminder in my life. Whether my body be shamed or admired, I know it’s richness, it’s intents, and it's

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